holy shit. a tree fell down right in front of my car and made me go into a ditch...for once, i had the right timing to go into a ditch and not the tree. ugh. *shakes fist at stupid fucking leftover hurricane storms and stupid fucking trees falling down*

omfgs x's 3... Stacker 2 has their own line of energy drinks now and they ARE God. I urge each and every one of you to try the "Enraged Raspberry". The only place I have been able to find them are @ Eckerd's in the refrigerated beverages section. Try one, I promise you that you won't regret it.

i dare someone to go to an NA or AA meeting with me and simply say "Hi, my name is ____, and drugs are bad, mmmkay" ...that would be fucking awesome.

Tomorrow I will have 60 days of clean time...meaning I've not done any drugs, had a drop of alcohol...not a damn thing. Im kinda liking it so far. Life @ the halfway house is like living in a reality tv show. Its hella dramatic but its so much fun in a weird, sick way. Never a dull moment, thats for sure ( Read more... )

picked up my 30 day clean keytag, I've got a little over 40 days clean so far. I went to murfeesboro and swam in the lake for 6 hours, I don't think I've had that much fun in a long time. I made a 95 on my A&P II exam :D Life seems to be steadily getting better and I'm I feel so blessed and so lucky to finally be achieving some happiness and ( Read more... )

instead of individually replying to everyone's comments, i will instead reply in an update. I really, really appreciate everyone's support. It means a lot to me. The halfway house is at Cadas, by the way, which is right next the Krystal's and Pruett's ( Read more... )

Living life drug free is harder this time around than it was before. I can deal with not doing dope and drinking...but I oso miss smoking pot so badly. Its so weird to listen to certain songs without being high. There's so many songs that just don't feel right without pot enhancing the beauty of it ( Read more... )

boyz II men is coming to riverbend this year. OMFGS. and kid rock. and cheap trick. yay. so much fun jampacked all into one week. how do they do it?

ugh. i just woke up and had the most fucked up dreams all night long...i dreamed everyone that was ever dear to me died in front of me...and in a weird peculiar twist to the dream, that anne and I got in a fist fight on hill in the mud...fucking weird ( Read more... )

my new aim sn is tofu Nun for those of you who want to add me to their buddy list and/or msg me so my buddy list will autoadd you. if i haven't talked to you on aim lately, chances are, i may have forgotten to add you. meatburnz is nevermore, so those of you have that sn, please delete it