Yay for emotional roller coasters?

[tonsoffun]

Well, here's the latest updates. There have been three days in the past week where I just knew my Dad was going to die that day. Looking back, it honestly makes me laugh. I'm not sure why...perhaps out of anxiety that it's still probably happening? He's still on the ventilator, and they are having trouble keeping his blood pressure under

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[delswings]

Hey there. I wish there was more I could do. The accepting fact does suck.. and it is so hard.. and I wonder if it makes it a smidge easier when/if something does happen. I don't know.
I'm here for you, and I am so glad I got to talk to you the other day. I love you very much, and I'll pray for you and your family, as will my parents..
Take care, and just remember to not be hard on yourself.. it is tough, you can go home and spend time trying to not be depressed, nothing is wrong with that. You deserve some time to reflect outside of the hospital. You deserve to do things to take your mind off of it all. It doesn't make you bad, it doesn't mean you don't care... but you have to be good to yourself in times like these. So just take care of yourself. Keep me updated on any news. I'm always a phone call, text message, or video chat away.
Wish there was more I could do..