This weekend was hmm blah

Last night james went to his dads which we were suppose to go to together after we went to see my grandma but he didnt. so when i got home i started the movie sideways and when he finally decided to come home like 2 hours later he got mad cause i was watching it and said that he was not going to sit with me if i watched it ( Read more... )

So me and james i guess are not together. i make him unhappy and he makes me sad so maybe it is for the best. i do love him and always will but maybe we need to let go but its just so hard. but its going to happen, he got a job which is great im very proud of him but now i wont get to see him for at least 2 week. and then i will only see him for 2 ( Read more... )

so me and james might be done for good. forever. for always. i dont really know i dont want to be at all but im done giving him chances i dont have to deal with it, it he loves me and whats to be with me then he should and he should put me first

Last night he said he would call around 6 did he NO then he said around 8 did he NO then he said he was ( Read more... )

..I had a wonderful weekend, me and james got a 24.5 pound pumpkin on sat and craved it.. it looks so cute... We went to the 97.3 haunted house. man it was scary... well what i seen of it was lol. i had a lot of fun! we went to his dads sunday and watched the game, they lost.... i dont think they are going to win the super bowl so i dont think im ( Read more... )

Man i hope it stops raining and i dont think it is going to *TEAR* i have so much fun stuff i want to do with james this weekend outside and i think its going to get all messed up!

yeah so once again james said he was going to stay with me from 6-11 yeah he left before 7. im so tired of it. it was not his fault his dad was goin to eaton and zach said he wouldnt take him tonight so if he didnt go with his dad he would be stuck here... i only wonder how long his knew, he didnt tell me untill 4:30 and thats when i asked him ( Read more... )

Ahh i need something to do im goin to go out of mine mind.. someone who do i change my little pic thing that says brand new i have been trying now for like 20 min nothing is working i dont think it can be changed

So im going to try this again and hope it doesnt just go away..

So me and james are i hope doing alot better. something i noticed, people always talk about their relationships and how they start off really good and the guy is real nice and opens the doors and all that jazz and they hit the peak and they start to go back down, but with me and james ( Read more... )

okay i just had this really long journal and somehow its gone yeah that sucks

Well me and james are back together. he came over last night for a few hours, we talked about everything, i had this little paper of all this stuff that needs to change, we both need to changes but whats a better way to change but with the one you love, he is coming over ( Read more... )

So yesterday me and james hit the breaking point.. yes we broke up... But its like we didnt even break up, we talk and tell each other we love them.. because i do love him, its so hard we need to take a break but i cant. i cant be without him. i love him.. so... maybe.. that means we dont need a break.... I miss him so much. i cant take him living ( Read more... )