...uncertainty ( Read more... )

Well it appears as if I have finally figured out what I'm going to take in my first semester of this exiciting and intellectually stimulating first year of college--a lot of drugs. The work here is like nothing I've ever encountered or been required to actually fulfill. I do sincerely hope it's massive jaws don't swallow me. My only real down- ( Read more... )

I'm in Culpepper, VA right now. I do believe the majority of this state is comprised of hillbillys that are literally true to their title. People that live in the hills, named Billy...I miss Cameron. I'm en route to this state's bastion of intelligence, commerce, and industry. Ironically enough this Mecca of sorts doesn't even belong to VA. So ( Read more... )

Just now I realized that yesterday was an incredibly big day in my life. Yesterday two people affected my life immensely. One because he left permanently and the other because he will remain there for the duration. Again perpetuating the dichotomy that has lingered for the past months as the speedy beat of college raps at my door.

That's right school is upon us once more. The dawn of fall has always riding upon its deciduous back a frenzy of butterflies and anticipation that seeks out school children young and old and then infests their stomachs. Already the great tree of my friends is slowly losing leaves to the whirlwind of time. This time last year all I could think ( Read more... )

Grr...I hate feeling creative but not knowing what type of outlet to utilize. Should I paint, draw, musicize, all three? Hmm...I don't know really. Just feel the itch to create, but I don't know what. I guess I'll see what happens.

Everything happens for a reason. Yesterday we ran into the most random man ever, or rather he ran into us. Literally. He basically armed me with the resolve and optimism I needed before heading into the Battle De la Mere. For that I thank God because the was just too serendipitous to be coincidence. Yes, I once was a Baptist. They're not all ( Read more... )

Yesterday was a day that I will not soon forget. I discovered how much of a selfish, jaded, prejudice person my mother truly is. The recovery has not been easy. I think the theme of my life or life in general is ambivalence. I am ecstatic that she is not taking from me what I dear most, but infuriated that she scoffs and belittles it ( Read more... )

It finally happened. My mother finally realized that my brother needs to go to my dad's house for a little while. It only took the possibility of his consuming alcohol and pyromania to do it ( Read more... )

Right now I'm on the computer, pretty much doing nothing.

Donde está mi familia?
Getting ready for my graduation that begins in about 2 hours.

Ils sont plus excites que moi.
Pourquoi?

My mother shouts from upstairs, "Tony, you need to come get moving!"

I say, "...Okay...(under my breath)WTF, mom?"