i'm a mess. i have a hard time being myself when everybody i know is nearly a stranger. but, i'm going to figure this out.

last night i saw texas chain saw massacre with emily and danjoe (everyone loves to call him that) and emily #2. at the heidelberg a chubby waitress wanted to get me drunk. the movie was good, i thought. it was also really terrible. i don't know how i feel ( Read more... )

jenny's in the shower, and john left for work. john's mom debra is painting upstairs. she bought us pizza. it's rainy now, and craig's party is going to start soon. so far, i haven't done anything today, which is nice since i've been trying to do everything and not very well. hopefully, when i go back, i can really do what i need to do. college is ( Read more... )

i think i did the right thing about this ( Read more... )

i'm going home this weekend, and there is a show at craig's house. i'm looking forward to it ( Read more... )

i dont know what to think.

this weekend i met quite a few people. now, i'll say hello passing on the street. i went to my korean friend's home for dinner, and ate meat and eggs and ice cream. i hope that is ok, since i was their guest. but, we watched troy after. kyuha and sumi asked me questions about the movie because i read the iliad and know the characters. they called ( Read more... )

and you never knew how much i really liked you because i never even told you.

this year, i'll be in england for christmas.

where hector was the first of the gang with a gun in his hand, the first to do time, and the first of the gang to die.

i only use this to put essays on so i won't lose them to computer troubles. i don't think tony perkins would be very happy if he knew. ann beattie and the fourth harry potter have helped this long week come to its (near) end. and, I get to go home this weekend. i hope to: see my kitten (too much), see my friends, walk through raytown round-up days ( Read more... )