No. I guess i probably should've, haha. Not like i had anything better to do. But by the time he asked me if i wanted to play his dad had come out of the house and told him to "get back in the yard". And adults, i learned yesterday, are not nearly as cool to hang out with as little boys who appear out of no where to play kickball with you. So i left.
i wish that i had stayed...beacue i would have played
im so stunned at my poetic skills, they creep out of my fingers onto my keyboard without me even noticing. im sweet. sean has big feet.......im incredible
well...did you play? also, that is an awesome visual. i imagine you standing up and start brushing yourself off and the kid just appearing next to you out of nowhere, like right next to you. you and him standing almost shoulder to shoulder facing the same direction and when he starts speaking i imagine you jumping slightly from shock as a boy just appeared from thin air next to you. its crazy how stories invoke such detailed images.
Yeah, see I pictured him standing there by the ditch by that woodenish house and then a little boy appeared out of no where next to him with brown hair and he was just a figment of Kyle's imagination, like it was a little boy that appeared alot or something. I actually didnt think he was really there for a while. But yeah, red white and brainwashed.
I wish i did have an imaginary friend. That movie, A Beautiful Mind, it was kind of scary, but it totally made me wish i had imagined some of my friends.
I'm actually about 80% sure that none of you really exist at all and that you're all just people my mind makes up to fill the needs I have at the time that I meet you. And as you change over time, it's because my needs change. And once you've been erased, it's because there's no longer a purpose for you. When I'm not with you, you dont exist. That's why when I go on vacation no one does anything. And when you do do things without me, it's so I'll feel jealous or for some other obvious reason. My brother just took a shit and it smells so fucking bad in here. Fuck.
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im so stunned at my poetic skills, they creep out of my fingers onto my keyboard without me even noticing. im sweet. sean has big feet.......im incredible
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Then again, whose to say i haven't?
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