i don't know.
i don't know.
i don't know.
i don't know.
i don't know.

you're such an ass. fuck off.

i was in a really bad mood all day. i still am. but not like a depressed bad mood but a i got into a fight with joel's little borther in the parking lot this morning for no reason bad mood...and i whine. my back hurts really bad. i'm seventeen and i have back problems.

i can remember reading this quote that was something like, "only uninteresting people are ever bored." there have been a couple times this week when i was really bored. and i'm worried that i am probably just an uninteresting person because i cannot make my own fun. that is my major worry of the week. i am uninteresting. sorry for that. tomorrow ( Read more... )

i am stupid.

it was good christmas. and i'm being sincere. seriously. i liked it. except for all the decorations, those piss me off. so much electricity is wasted, but other than that it was good. yep...

well...maybe you should.

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should i delete my journal?

i think so.

up into the silence the green
silence with a white earth in it

you will(kiss me)go

out into the morning the young
morning with a warm world in it

(kiss me)you will go

on into the sunlight the fine
sunlight with a firm day in it

you will go(kiss me

down into your memory and
a memory and memory

i)kiss me,(will go)

e.e. cummings

she says she hates brown
so here's my blue eyes
to bring some color to your life