aaaaaaaaaaand once again i was stupid

y does my life never seem to get better? what little hope i end up getting always finds a way to disappear. i have been soo tempted to call nic or text him to see if he really IS mad at me, but i kno not too because if he wanted to talk to ME he would call or text me. and im guessing he is mad at me since i havent heard from him...but i dont really ( Read more... )

i keep getting my hopes up

uuuuugh...i dont feel good!! i have a bad headache and my tummy hurts and when i got outa the shower i felt like i was gonna be sick. and getting up at 530 in the morning is waaaaaaaay to early for me!!i wanna go back to bed ( Read more... )

y is my life so fucked up?!

y the HELL do i keep doing this to myself!? i KNEW this was gonna happen! it ALWAYS does!

and too make things better...my senior year is SOOO gonna suck. i just kno it!

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ViCkI's BdAy Is In 10 MiNuTeS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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man i wanna see nic reaaally really badly and i cant see him tonight cuz its too late and i gotz a curfew and hes at his mommies and since tomorrow is sunday and he has church so he wont be able to...soooo i dont knooooo...and i dont kno when i work monday...im gonna have to go to starbucks and get my schedule for the week. but grrrr. this sux. def ( Read more... )

grrrrrrr

i KNEW my senior year was gonna suck!!!!! i have 2 fucking classes with jackie this year! and i have the same fucking history teacher that i had last year that i couldnt stand and that was really boring and he was the reason i was always grounded from grades ( Read more... )