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basically ive been quite edgy lately. things have been gettin to me more than usual. i know i am in the end responsible for any stress that i have. i cant word this entry that well for one reason or another but fuck it im just gonna write.
pledging sigma chi has been interesting. ive had some really good times with the brothers and my fellow pledges. i have made memories that i know i will look back on with fondness. at the same time pledging has been tough. i wish i could say that the only troubles ive come across is dealing with tasks but thats not how it is. different things have just not gone the way i would like it. ive been a lot more tired lately, a by product of pledging and my lack of time management. with this comes my usual irritability.
there is a brother who is my friend on lj and i would appreciate that if u read this discuss what i write with me rather than bringing it up with the other brothers.
that being said this is what has been gettin on my nerves for all who are interested.
some of my pledge brothers have taken to thinkin that it is my personal responsibility as pledge class vice president to hold their hand in every aspect of the pledge quarter. i mean i dont mind helpin my friends out but when they act as though i am obligated to do everything for them that is straight bullshit. every time someone doesnt know something (whether they forgot or didnt make the effort) they comment on how it is my fault cuz im the vp. it just feels like their busting my balls for no reason and dont appreciate it when i do help them. that and sometimes they have their heads in the clouds rather than choosin the most practical course of action.
but maybe these things just bug me cuz ive been in a bad mood.
another thing thats been gettin to me is the way some of my other friends have reacted to my pledging. if you dont make any effort to hang out with me than you have no right to complain that i havent been around lately. ive been busy, in order to hang out i need to set a time before hand. it just ticks me off that someone gets offended when they havent been doing shit to remedy the situation.
i know that if i join for the rest of my college experience people will judge me as a "frat boy" and make assumptions about who i am. i know that my joining a fraternity some of my friends back home will make dumbass comments based on their own prejudices. its just weird to think that if this stuff is bothering me so much now how will i react when i come across these people.
i figure this is just a phase and ill get over it soon.
for now this is my life.
itll work itself out in a bit.
end rant
p.s. watched all of firefly. kicked ass. highly recommend it
basically ive been quite edgy lately. things have been gettin to me more than usual. i know i am in the end responsible for any stress that i have. i cant word this entry that well for one reason or another but fuck it im just gonna write.
pledging sigma chi has been interesting. ive had some really good times with the brothers and my fellow pledges. i have made memories that i know i will look back on with fondness. at the same time pledging has been tough. i wish i could say that the only troubles ive come across is dealing with tasks but thats not how it is. different things have just not gone the way i would like it. ive been a lot more tired lately, a by product of pledging and my lack of time management. with this comes my usual irritability.
there is a brother who is my friend on lj and i would appreciate that if u read this discuss what i write with me rather than bringing it up with the other brothers.
that being said this is what has been gettin on my nerves for all who are interested.
some of my pledge brothers have taken to thinkin that it is my personal responsibility as pledge class vice president to hold their hand in every aspect of the pledge quarter. i mean i dont mind helpin my friends out but when they act as though i am obligated to do everything for them that is straight bullshit. every time someone doesnt know something (whether they forgot or didnt make the effort) they comment on how it is my fault cuz im the vp. it just feels like their busting my balls for no reason and dont appreciate it when i do help them. that and sometimes they have their heads in the clouds rather than choosin the most practical course of action.
but maybe these things just bug me cuz ive been in a bad mood.
another thing thats been gettin to me is the way some of my other friends have reacted to my pledging. if you dont make any effort to hang out with me than you have no right to complain that i havent been around lately. ive been busy, in order to hang out i need to set a time before hand. it just ticks me off that someone gets offended when they havent been doing shit to remedy the situation.
i know that if i join for the rest of my college experience people will judge me as a "frat boy" and make assumptions about who i am. i know that my joining a fraternity some of my friends back home will make dumbass comments based on their own prejudices. its just weird to think that if this stuff is bothering me so much now how will i react when i come across these people.
i figure this is just a phase and ill get over it soon.
for now this is my life.
itll work itself out in a bit.
end rant
p.s. watched all of firefly. kicked ass. highly recommend it