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[toogonetoolate]

I'm sorry. I know that doesn't make up for anything but... I'm really sorry.

I guess I should try to come back into the city. Not like it's a huge improvement from the cave, and I don't want it crumbling or anything just because I'm pissed off, but.

I'm not afraid. Not anymore. I'll prove it.

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[toogonetoolate]

I won't. I wasn't thinking and... you know. I won't jump into doing anything so fast again.

[adarkwindblows]

It's not like you're missing out on much, unless you enjoy being part-animal, or murder, or squabbles over inventory.

I'm sure it's at least quiet over there.

[toogonetoolate]

Murder? Really? Ugh, that's productive in a place where you can be revived from the dead. Other than that, looks like you're right. Er, sorry to say.

One of the upsides of being crazy enough to drive people off, I guess. Not that I'm really complaining. It's nice, in its own way.

[adarkwindblows]

At least it can provide some mild amusement, for a time.

...I've hardly seen anything to suggest such of you.

[toogonetoolate]

Won't argue that. But...

I... thanks, but I'm really not first pickings for friend material. I don't even know why Demyx stuck around as long as he has and Lex is-- ...I dunno. Most don't want to hang around someone who is a walking time bomb for rock slides and twisters.

[7th_warrant]

Good.

[toogonetoolate]

We'll see. People might've been safer when I was afraid.

[7th_warrant]

Confidence gives you control. True control. Fear is what produces malice and other such destructive things...

[toogonetoolate]

That's true...

Confidence and I are sort of at odds right now.

[quirky_sitar]

You gonna be okay?

[toogonetoolate]

Depends what you mean by "okay". Uh, I think I'm good for now though. I just... need some time to sort things out, you know? Don't know how well that will go, but mostly I just need to get control back. Lex is helping me, though, and I after Slade I think I can handle having him as my trainer.

[quirky_sitar]

Lexaeus is a trustworthy guy. He sticks to it. I'm glad you two get along...he's sort of a tough shell to crack. Even Zexion's easier for me to talk to.

[toogonetoolate]

He hasn't tried to use me or anything, so I don't see anything wrong so far. I bet he's just the stoic type like-- ...like someone I knew. But um, hearing this coming from you. Glad I guessed right that he's not like Larxene.

[thunderknives]

Is that so?

[1/2]

[toogonetoolate]

[2/2]

[toogonetoolate]

Yeah, it is. I'm not afraid of you either!

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[thunderknives]

Maybe we should fix that sometime.