i just want you to be ok and happy, thats all i ever wanted for you. id love to know where you are and where your living just so i know that your safe. i guess that might be to much to ask considering evrything ive asked of u already. i wont pretend i dont think of u, i think of you a lot, and compare and contrast everything to something that ( Read more... )

 i dont know what to do anymore and i wish you understood that. i know that this is really tough on you but what your putting me through is practically unbearable. each call you make each harrassing comment isnt making me remember the good stuff, its reminding me of all the bad and how much i need to get out. if you really want me to never forget ( Read more... )

 did u honestly think after everything you did to me it would all turn out ok.?did u think that i was gonna have no problem accepting the fact that you treated me like shit for months? yeah i bet you did. i bet you thought that your manipulating an threatening could get you any where, that i was weak and was always gonna fall for your stupid sweet ( Read more... )

hey............i hat school i hate ballet i hate my _ _ _ _ _ _ _
i miss katie like hell. now that i think about it we got along so well and we always wanted the same things wehn she wanted to stay in so did i when i wanted to go out to a party so did she, it was great and now shes gone. FUCK anyways school isnt to bad i really just go through the ( Read more... )

So for the first time before one of my summer performances, or any show for that matter, I am scared. I feel so unprepared for this show and I dont think Im ready. Its only 2 weeks away and I have already sworn to take every one around me down if I fall on stage. Maybe, either that or I'll try and get up as gracefully as possible. Im in the front ( Read more... )

so...all couples are gross, to cute for my taste

just some things a friend said that made me laugh today

1)balls are gross
2)it floats
3)he doesnt have a dildo
4)i already did that
5)so thats what that is

i love u please dont ever stop making me laugh

So I havent updated in a really long time and even though I dont have very much to say I feel like I should. Things are going ok Im so happy to be out of school, Ive been babysitting alot trying to make money and practicing hours on end for the summer show which I hope will go well, and even though I want certain people to go see it, I know its not ( Read more... )

ohhhhh and i forgot to mention.......GUESS who got their first solo. The director finally gave four of the girls in my level a shot at a solo. I will be dancing on point in a tutu at the Jackie Gleason theater july 9th IN FRONT of the little girls instead of feeling like one of them with a soloist ahead of me. They already choreographed half the ( Read more... )

so i was called down to miss. butler's office on friday and informed that "the girls" (not so sure who those girls are) voted and they made me and Alexsis the alternates for the team. I was also told by a source who chooses to remain nameless lol that me and Alexsis will definatly be used in compation because we both have very good jazz technique. ( Read more... )