www.puscifer.com check it out.maynard just finished it.its official day is tomm but i couldnt wait.he's been keeping posts up on myspace for the past couple of weeks.what made me happy was that it plays the undertaker which is my fav song and bring me the disco king with david bowie , calling dr love hahaha i cant help but laugh. silly love ( Read more... )

so its officially 4:14 am.what am i doing up?had one of those dreams.the kind that make you second guess things bc your not sure if he loves you or what he is thinking.you think about all the distancing you feel him doing every now and then and you wonder am i good enough.i feel like ive tried so hard to make him happy but i get no reaction ( Read more... )

so somebody has been calling my cell from diff numbers.luckily for me i refuse to answer the phone to numbers that arent on my contacts.i find it funny that they dont leave a messege either.i guess its not that important.i spruced my myspace for halloween and everything.i love it.im trying to find halloween falling objects.like bats or jack o ( Read more... )

i ran accross this and had to put it up bc its a song that means a lot to me

saturday was a day of bitching and a night of rushing to the er and not getting home until 4am.sunday morning i wake up to the dogs have shit all in the crate which is in the middle of the living room may i add and there is shit all of the carpet and everywhere.thank god we rented a rug dr the day before but the smell was horrbile.this morning i ( Read more... )

i hate people....i really do.im tired of knowing the most ignorant stupid self centered jackasses that need to act there age.i can see why people tend to like me and i get along easily with everyone but in the end i realize they are all the same.no matter what the age.im better off being alone and happy with nobodies bullshit to deal with ( Read more... )

luckily my car is just something stupid thank god.one less thing to stress but its not as much as i have on my plate.sitting here crying not knowing what to do.i feel like i go out of my way for people and when i need to talk no ones around.i dont feel comfortable talking to just anyone.the few people i actually think care about me the most seem to ( Read more... )