KFC at 3 in the mornin

[toolrocker616]

Well it's like fuckin 3:15 in the morning and I can't sleep, which is really not a good thing b/c I have TAKS tomorrow, but my mind won't just shut the hell off and let me sleep. And of course the OCD doesn't help in this case either, especially when i've got something on my mind that is a big deal to me. All I can think about is Military Ball, and

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Sorry

[rosesxnxlies]

Im sorry babe, I know how you feel right now. I have been there a lot. I know it hurts and it will for a while, I wont lie to you, but you just have to take it day by day. I wont lie to you and tell you you need to wipe her from your memory. I understand what you feel right now and I know you cant just wipe her from your memory because you feel as if you were to try you would break because she is sooo much of you. Do call, though, and we can talk about this, only if you want though. I know you might not want to talk to anyone about it but yet you might feel like you need to talk to someone. But Im here for you and just know that I have been where you are so I might help, at least a little. :/

thanks

[toolrocker616]

thanks Chrissy but I feel like I should just get the fuck over this b/c it's the 2nd time it's happened and I let it happen so i really have no excuse to feel sad or upset, but still I do. I'll call you tomorrow after school.

Re: thanks

[darkdragonfly3]

everything happens for a reason andy-roo
people fall in and out of love and people get hurt.
there's nothing you can do to make it easier, but accept it.
sure, she's good... but your great.
sure, she's "an angel"... but to some one else your a god.
i dont know what to do for you, but pray.. i dont know how to kill the pain or how to brain wash her for your satisfaction or something...

i personally believe that if she was as angelic as you think... she wouldnt do this to you time and time again. no angel's love is that cold.

sure, she's good... but your great.

call me if you need me, or just show up. you know im here (always)