sooooo...yeah im goin to tabbys tonight. then tomorrow my mom is gonna pick us up at like 10:30-11 ish...to come back here for mikes party. bri cant come cuz she has to babysit. monica might come later on. idk im jus so confused right now about everything. Blah... renee an her g/f "made up" i guess...or w/e. doesn matter cuz w/e. lol idk. thats ( Read more... )

yeah so we watched the korn dvd...deuce or w/e. then i put in the HIM video...i love ville..like u cant tell since hes everywhere on this journalll.yeah bitches thats fuckin right..so its friday but wtf tomorrow is friday...i asked my mom like 1000 times wat today was lol i was so fuckin...fucked up on shit and w/e it was awesome i dont remember... ( Read more... )

Well...that was a great post wasnt it? lol i dont knw wat got into me...i was jus kinda mad/depressed. who knows. neways so i did nothing again today. ive been alone all day long, had some pretty bad thoughts cross my mind over the hours. but they're gone now. im listenin to music, jus chillin...smoking...drinkin...same shit i do every other day. ( Read more... )

so yeah kinda pissed off really. havent talked to shawn for awhile, well talked to him yesterday but not really so it doesnt count, who the fuck really cares. hes starting to get on my nerves really, yeah fuckin pissin me off. i mean i understand that hes like shy and a lil younger than me or w/e but yeah if u fuckin like someone jus fuckin go with ( Read more... )

there, I made you your damned layout christina. lol, I still need to do some art for it whenever I get around to it for some reason the layers tweaked though so the first box will just be your icon, don't ask me why LJ is just highly bitchy with their layering system... Yea delete this post if you want, oh and never postin a black font hah.-

can u say hott!! oh yesssss!!

ok well i messed around with my journal and came out with taht layout...its pissing me off so im just gonna stop messin with it and wait til bryan gets back....tomorrow...YAY! neways so yeah i havent done anything today and yesterday i did nothing....blah ok well i might go to bris sunday prob will, and tuesday her and mindy are goin to chelseas so ( Read more... )

will someone please just hit me really hard. mayb then ill get some sense knocked into me.

this is a poem I wrote...yes it is so very sweet lol not really but i wrote it a while ago and i think its kewl, in its own depressing/morbid type way...

take another hit
hoping to die
watch as tears
pour outta my eyes
never too strong
always weak
cant stop ( Read more... )

Oh gentle winds 'neath moonlit skies,
Do not you hear my heartfelt cries?

Below the branches, here about,
Do not you sense my fear and doubt?
Side glistening rivers, sparkling streams,
Do not you hear my woeful screams?

Upon the meadows, touched with dew,
Do not you see my hearts a'skew?
Beneath the thousand twinkling stars,
Do not you feel my jagged scars?

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ok well i went to tabbys today. we played a game and had fun...then we went to pick strawberries and picked RENEE up on the way idk if its renee or rene or wat but yeah neways...i couldnt even talk. shes jus like so....yeah i didnt even say one word to her but idk woooow. thats all i have to say is woooooow lol. i love her shes so kewl..and i cant ( Read more... )