ability doesn't matter when you are playing music with some of your best friends

not knowing how i am going to feel tomorrow is a scary thought.

not knowing how i feel today is scarier.

no one is watching you. no one is waiting for you to do a certain thing or fulfill a certain expectation, and if they are, fuck them. you are 100% responsible for your own actions, beliefs, and statements. never do something because you believe it is what is expected of you; not only are you more than likely wrong, but you have no obligation to ( Read more... )

an·y·more (n-môr, -mr)
adv.
1. Any longer; at the present: Do they make this model anymore?
2. From now on: We promised not to quarrel anymore.

i'd give my life for my friends.

words can only cheapen how terrible this makes me feel.

write faster j.k. rowling.

for some reason, i feel like i haven't changed much in a while. it's beginning to scare me ( Read more... )

my mom said fuck twice in the past two days.

other than that, nothing is very awesome. one helluva bad week

i wish i could say i understood myself.

i know most people that may/may not read this don't care, but im really excited. [n*]orthern Stars are in league playoffs, i've been playing cs better than i can ever remember, we're playing really well as a team, and it's so much fun. plus, our website looks really nice! Look at it here

i am going to buy a nice little notebook to bring with me everywhere so that i may write down some of my thoughts. these will most likely become my journal entries. so watch your back!

i took a tip from a counselor at camp manitowish to check this band (defiance, ohio) out. i'm so glad i did, you definitely should too.www.defianceohio.terrorware.