even my dreams upset me.

i am SO emotionally exhausted.
all i want to do is lay down and cry.
but i have no time for that... none at all.

i don't know if who i am and what i do will ever be enough for you... or even YOU ( Read more... )

memorial day weekend has been EPIC to say the least ( Read more... )

receiving devestating news is especially terrible when you are alone.

this past weekend was a blast ( Read more... )

i keep thinking that i'm seeing something, someone, a being of some sort in my room ( Read more... )

this post might get depressing... just a forewarning ( Read more... )

grace is here. i'm spending 4/20 in seattle with her. woot!!

last night, as my mother went to bed, she couldn't find our dog, Vada. she called for her many times but Vada never came running. she ended up going to bed thinking, "I'll hear her if she shows up at the door later". when my mom woke up at 2:30am Vada wasn't waiting at the door or in her dog house on the porch. after calling a few times with, again ( Read more... )

i don't get sick. maybe every year and a half i get something that handicaps me for three days max... i just don't get sick ( Read more... )