i haven't been to group in about 3 weeks and i feel sort of isolated because of that. i enjoy walking through the door and waving to people i know nothing about except for their names and diagnosis, but for some reason people that i feel more comfortable with than those i encounter on a daily basis. other than that, the past 3 weeks have been quite ( Read more... )

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And I love how they recreated one of my favorite photographs with lesbians. Delicious!

i only feel this way around certain people. and to be honest, what i love more than them having this certain arrogance of feeling superior to me is when they also get extremely uncomfortable and irritated when i choose not to express my true feelings concerning these insecurities or something that's bothering me to them. so this catch 22 of me ( Read more... )

everything that goes wrong in my life is solely my fault and is usually a result from a combination of my inability to follow my own intelligent advice, apathy, and cynicism. i really wish that i would finally learn from all of my mistakes instead of just some, so that i wouldn't be so stressed out and upset all of the time. i've also been feeling ( Read more... )

doesn't even begin to describe anything i am feeling right now.

I've grown tired of being harshly and cruelly judged. As a conscious and aware human being I experience thoughts and emotions and seek not sympathy or even any response to my expressions being written or vocal, but just to have someone hear these things, for the luxury of telling them how I feel for the sake of telling them how I feel. Being more ( Read more... )

Reading The Bell Jar today made me realize that there is at least one person who could understand me...I just wish everyone else could too, or at least try.

So I have a mild cold right now and I am definitely blaming those many late night Starbucks visits when it's like 30 degrees, but I had so much fun so it was worth it. Yesterday I presented my lit project, which I felt was great but apparently I didn't know as much as I should have. On a good note for yesterday, I saw the harp/guitar concert last ( Read more... )

           

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Dorian Gray is taking over my life!!!