while doing yardwork the third day in a row (which i am starting to liek doing) i ahev come to the conclusion i do not want a relationship. i am perfectly content with beign alone with my friends, family, and work/school. so i have no desire to "be with someone". :) i have concurred lonliness I AM THE MAN

hmmm. between what i want, what i have, what i cant have, and what im will never want im fucked. im sick of shit like this. i wanna be 18. deb offered me an apratment wif i goto a floria collge. she finnally gave me permission to get a motorcycle...when im 18 on my 18th birthdya so im saving now. commin sunday ill eb in my perfect world, my heaven ( Read more... )

so ive been workign on the railroad...registers* and target in the recent has hired two gorgeous women. one by the name fo raven with a bf at lake howell. and one by teh name of karen whom i know from spanish 1 freshman year. i didnt work at all today just walked. fuck yeah. they replenished target with about 260 pounds of cummulative beauty ( Read more... )

so todya i got invited to a prep party. they are lame i left. i told my mom i worked till eleven and i got off at 9. all thety do is sit listen to 311. and wait for the bud to come while they slowly sip the small amounts of liquor. while the gorgeous girls ait there and flirt. and the dumb ass guys act "hard" i left after some substance because it ( Read more... )

at fraziers saw wonderful heidi. then me and frazier fought. i harcore kid fought he kickboxed me i think i lsot when he pun ched me int eh nose. its broken. then went to war of teh worlds. amazing, followed someone home and then got fucked over by the cops. deb didnt yell. dissapointed.. i cnat break curfew again. i want her so bad. spend with ( Read more... )

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woek up cut the yard then hung with heidi. we went to winter park to some restuarant for lunch 50$ god damn i gate the world. fuckin amazing girl. and she played piano for me :). went and saw lex amanda ashley and frazier after work at which i wlaked for two hours and did nothing for serious. and then i made the two new chicks feel leikt eh stuupid ( Read more... )

WHAT THE FUCK IS WIT GORGEOUS GIRLS WHO GIVE YOU LOOKS COMMING TO THE STORE WITH THEIR MOTHERS. honestly i thought she was so fucking beautful and we made eye contact and smiled ansd that shit and then the mother wtf. if ur 17 u dont go to the store with mom. secondyl this nigger worked the floor and had 12 year olds walkign behidn him all day ( Read more... )

i just watched one of the ost beautiful films ive seen in a long time for its genre. Finding Neverland is really heartfelt good message type shit.soooooooooo good. lata

ahd emilys birthdya and went to olive garden. teh went to work and after met up with jenn eric ashley and frazier at park. eric qouldnt stop humping so we had to wait a whiel then took girls home. then car surfed and peed out the car. KDT SAW ESE PP. then as eric went hoem me and frazier got stopped by a cop who got a report of us car surfing... ( Read more... )