I need attention

Sep 10, 2005 14:45


Cousin this sucks!!
You know what this means?

I'm just goin to stop asking.
So after these four weeks, wait
during the next four weeks
I'm going to study hard in all my classes
Get a passing grade [B and above] hopefully
After that I'm walking to the lil'champ
whatever it is when I get there
and Getting an application, I think you have to be 18
but I'm almost there psh I'm sorry my 8's look like 7's
Ok I've basically "been in my" well no need to lie Gramma
and Grampa haven't seen me since fridy when I came through the door
Cleaned my room a bit so I ask Grampa if I could go somewhere today
And he's like "No, I haven't seen you all week, talk to me!"
Psh I talk to him everyday, Where did this 'week' come from?
F*c* no I'm not talkin to him now
We were talking about the rings and he was like pick out '*WHATEVER*' you want
I showed him the ring I wanted and he was like "Why do you always gotta pick out the most expensive thing"
And in reality $100 is nothing compared to the $400 one in there
So I was like screw it, all I want is an Ipod
And he was like "If you get an Ipod then you'd really stop talkin to us"
But its like "Than I'd stay outta trouble cuz I apparnantly always end up saying something wrong"
"Don't get smart with me"
"I'm not getting smart you know it's true, like now alll I did was be honest and now ur yelling at me
[Vein pulsing in head] "I'm not yelling"
"Well ur angry"
[All out yelling] "Roneeka I will TELL you when I'm angry!"
"So you weren't angry just then?"
Blah blah blah
So I say I'm gonna leave him alone and go back to my room
but he's like no sit out here and talk to me tell me about your boyfriend
He was joking so I try and joke back and I say which one hahaha [only one laughing]
blah blah blah yells at me for that
So then I'm like I was kidding who's to say I even like guys
I swear he popped a vessle in his eye or something it was crazy
I was just kidding If I can joke about being a stripper, why can't I joke about being a lesbian?
So now I'm stallign waiting for Justin to pick me up
Probaly shouldn't chance it since he'll probaly bust in here to aplogize... Well
now that thats out of the way
AND i was tryin to tell him that i learned that ur supposed to talk to babies as u would an adult and I told him I would get my son a tutor so he could be multilingual [English spanish italian german (chinese?) nah] and he starts yeelling at me for that, Then he'll think he's smarter than you, all kids do blah blah blah I'm like Grampa you tell me this every day ur smothering me with something I don't care about right now and he's liek you'll see I'm like ok then let me grow up and think back to this one occasion or maybe one of the other thirty-hundred-thousand times you've said it. Plus I'm not going to smother my son, he can go if... I'm not going to make up stuff so he can't go and I'm going to try and actually like his friends so at least he wouldn't mind bringing them to the house. He shouldn't be ashamed to invite his friends over because he's scared his mom or dad is gonna bring up ols news about someting he forgot to do four months ago.

Woah
Now that's an essay of my life today
Thats crazy
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