I got into Western today.
My mother could not be more ecstatic.

So lately,
I do what I want.

And I'm fucking loving it.

Tonight was alright.
Lots of family, lots of food.

We had a "girls night in" in honor of Sophie.
I dont understand this disease and i dont know how they make it go away,
but i hope that they can somehow show her how beautiful she is.

AND im thankful for the people who love me the way i am.

Shawn moved back into the "studio" across the roof...
I'm kind of scared to take my clothes off.

Thank you for liking me.

I'm so goddamn lonely ( Read more... )

I drove home.
I should'nt have, but i did.

You are an asshole.
I dont understand what you want from me.
But please dont do this.
Please just let me knw what to expect.
You're killling me.

and its hard.
you cant blame it all on me.
you wanted this too.
so please, dont make this harder than it has to be.
and please, dont fucking ignore me.

I'm bored, im lonely.
I'm trying hard to fill this huge hole in my life.
I'm trying hard to find someone else to talk to.
I'm trying harddd not to miss him.

I ate a whole bag of dried mangoes in 24 hours.
fatttyy.

Lev got socks for his birthday.
and 14 dollars.

When will she learn?
NO ONE likes socks on their birthday...

Today was the best day i've had in a long time ( Read more... )