I had everything I ever wanted right in front of me, and I just let it slip right through my fingers. I didn't even fight. What a fucking loser I am. Now I go home every single night alone. I go to sleep alone. I wake up alone. My life is a piece of shit.

I have no idea why I decided to write again, I just remember reading something in Rachel's journal a while back about a Lifehouse song that used to be her and Danny's.... and today, it was so weird... I was in the grocery store just to buy some cat food... and two of the songs I heard, back to back, were ones that used to be me and Josh's. All of ( Read more... )

I'm just feeling so so crappy lately that I had to write it down somewhere. I forgot all about this journal until I was sitting at work today and it hit me that I still had one. I don't know what to do sometimes.. Emotions suck. I have such strong feelings for someone who doesn't feel the same way, and it is the worst feeling in the world. Or, ( Read more... )

I noticed that you still read my journal, which is really cool.. Hahaha. I was going through some old papers the other day, and I came across... DA DA DA ( Read more... )

Stole this from George's journal.. I thought it was cool. I don't know if it really describes me, but hey.

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I wish every single day of my life that I was rich and didn't have to work anymore. I can't believe it's only 2:00. I feel like I will never get out of here. My eyes are going crossed from reading so many depositions. I really can't wait to go home. I want to see my babies (my kitties, Gizmo, Moses and Jinx). I should post a pic of them here ( Read more... )

I AM A COLLEGE GRADUATE. I DID IT. IT'S OVER!! WOOO HOOOOO ( Read more... )

Of my last week of classes!! I will finally be a college graduate! (Once I get through finals, of course.) I am actually in a really good mood right now, even though the weather outside sucks, and I'm at work ( Read more... )

Okay, so I know I hardly ever update anymore, but I just haven't had the time. I'm so close to graduation and can't wait to finish school. I am so sick of it. It seems like I'm never going to be finished, because I have so much more crap to do. It's been a long four years. I'm tired all the time and I never feel that good. I really need a rest ( Read more... )

I hardly ever update this journal anymore, because I just don't have the time. But, since I had a few minutes at work, I figured I would update it ( Read more... )