im up still and i have practice in.....10 hours thats not so bad. Kim helped me change my journal a bit (thanks) so im pretty happy. not to much happened today, and i keep staring at my old computer and imagining all the ways i can destroy it MWAHAHAHAHA

im kinda thinking that my friends a desserting me. it feels like shit, ive gone back in time two years where i had almost no one. and i had another misstrust insident with my parent and bob last night that lasted an hour. it was all about how it seems that im always trying to fuck them over and shit. its such bullshit, they think there the all ( Read more... )

who am i. what do i do. what do i act like. what do i treat people like....have i become all that i hate or am i the same...i cant tell...things are starting to suck again but thats not much different than any other point in my life so i dont know what to do....ugh this sucks

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HELLO ALL. hope you all got alot of sex for x-mas, anyway i spent the eve of this great day waliking around and wound up somewhere, so yeah, that was fun. and now im siting here really bored and hyper ::enter me running around here:: so thats not to fun. it really dosnt feel like x-mas in florida...theres no snow, no family, no party. its all not ( Read more... )

i...i...i have no clue whats going on in my head.....or around me...i feel lost..

today was the second day of driving around aimlessly with my friends. there was joy and such but there was even some drama ::insert dramatic music here:: but all in all it was good. tomorrow is going to suck, it will just show that florida will never be able to hold christmas. i dunno umm yeah... so i dont feel like writing more because i feel like ( Read more... )

im so bored... i get to spend all day in the house because my mom says i just got over this cold so i have to stay in and shes leaving to some party so..whatever. im kinda sad that i dont get to go to new jersey, i dont get to see and hang out with my cousin and i dont get to see my brother. well this will be the first christmas i spend in florida ( Read more... )

yay now i get the pleasure of going to the doctors and get poked at with flashlights and sticks... ugh the world we live in.

hello to all this is my new live journal, yay. iv been away from everything lately so im confused about alot and being somewhat sick makes me not care so ill see you around.