Alex and some other stuff!!!!

[topgunmaverick]

Wow, it has really been a long time but I really need to get this crap I have been going through out of my system. SO here goes

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[sweet_as_always]

stephanie you who know me best would know i never meant it to be a spiteful letter but that was how i felt those were my honest feelings i love you very much no matter how i have changed and i'd hate to lose our friendship i have cried so much lately its a wonder i havent drowned and i dont lie to my dad i really dont im just not ready to tell him everything i will when i can explain it to him my life is changing so fast and i am trying to find my footing i have stumbled but i am truly trying to find my place and i never though i was better then you only for once i felt like i was your equal i have been in the shadows for so long and no one but you and vicki took notice so when i caught some ones eye it made me happier i know it sounds stupid but you know that is how i am please just try to think it through and see i am still alex just a lil lost like always i never meant to blame any of my stupidity on you and if i did i wish you would have told me then i will always love you
Alex