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Jul 02, 2011 04:53

[This is one of the few posts Souji's made that doesn't involve him working in one way or another. Instead, he's sitting in his croft. His face is still heavily bruised, closed cuts half-hidden by his hair. There's what looks like a ring of black and blue around his throat, the skin there mottled dark by Adachi's hands ( Read more... )

seekers of truth, ange, the reverse fool, dananananananana leader, watch duty

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[offline] prepare for commentspam; 1/idefk heavyheels July 2 2011, 04:17:20 UTC
[to be honest, chie's been kind of dreading this moment.

she knows it was bound to happen eventually; this whole thing with adachi was kind of a big deal, and souji is ... well, souji. leader guy. he looks out for everyone, especially his friends. his close, personal friends, of whom chie is but one.

and yet, she doesn't want to talk to him.]

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[offline] heavyheels July 2 2011, 04:23:21 UTC
[things are different. adachi's changed everything for chie. she thought she had a pretty good idea of who she was. she thought she knew who souji was. and now ...

now she's not so sure, on either count.

adachi is dead, and souji killed him. and that disturbs chie far more than she wants to admit to even herself.]

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[offline] heavyheels July 2 2011, 04:46:30 UTC
[chie has argued this with herself countless times in the past week - did souji do the right thing? on the one hand, she knows he really didn't have a choice; adachi would have murdered him in half a second without a single shred of remorse, and souji acted in self-defense.

and yet ... and yet, chie can't stop herself from thinking that maybe, just maybe, souji could have - no, should have found another way. because he's souji, the guy who does the impossible, the one who reaches out to the truth and shows the way for everyone else. he's their leader.

adachi was a monster, true. he did awful things - unspeakable things - and he deserved to pay for each and every one of them, probably even with his life.

but not at souji's hands.

souji was chie's friend - one of her best friends. and they were just high school kids, for crying out loud - sure, they were all mature and practically adults anyway (except for yosuke), and the trials they'd endured over the past year were sobering enough that they'd earned their battle scars, each ( ... )

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[offline] heavyheels July 2 2011, 04:50:54 UTC
[but when chie remembers the sickening sight of adachi's body laying out on the forest floor, and when she remembers (because it always takes her a second to remember) that souji, her friend, is the one who made that happen with his own hands ...

well, she doesn't like to admit this, either, even just to herself, but when she remembers that souji killed adachi, souji made adachi stop being alive ... it scares her, a little.]

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[offline] heavyheels July 2 2011, 04:53:07 UTC
[chie cannot, in complete faith, believe that souji did the right thing. and it upsets her, because she's always believed that he does the right thing, without fail.]

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[voice] heavyheels July 2 2011, 05:01:36 UTC
[oh come on, satonaka. being afraid of souji is SO STUPID. it's not like souji would ever hurt her, or any of their friends, or anyone who didn't really deserve it. it's not like he wanted to kill adachi. it was - it was self-defense.

and he did practically almost die himself, after all. he must be feeling pretty awful about this entire episode, too.

chie picks up her comm device and clicks on audio to answer him, but -]

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[voice] heavyheels July 2 2011, 05:06:16 UTC
[ange. she was still dead, and chie still felt responsible.

overcome by a wave of shame, she clicks off her transmission after a few seconds of dead air. she replays the scene from that day in her head: there's adachi, there's the fear spell, here comes ange, and all she can do is stand there like an idiot and watch as adachi's persona butchers the girl.

stupid.]

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[offline] heavyheels July 2 2011, 05:11:26 UTC
[chie thinks she will probably never forgive herself for this failure. oh, she'd talked so tough to adachi, about how she wasn't going to let him hurt anyone, and he'd murdered two people that day. she feels responsible for his wrongdoing, because he was their responsibility, her and her friends, they knew what he was capable of, and they let him do it.

this wasn't an innocent mistake, like when they'd discovered that they were more or less the cause of the midnight channel. they knew adachi was bad news; they were basically complicit in all of his crimes.]

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[offline] heavyheels July 2 2011, 05:13:01 UTC
[she'd let souji down. she'd let everyone down, but especially souji. as long as ange was dead, she couldn't face talking to him, no matter how else she felt about everything else.]

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[text] heavyheels July 2 2011, 05:15:07 UTC
[but she couldn't ignore him, either. sooner or later, if she didn't respond, he'd come and search her out. and right now ... well, she'd rather be alone.

she starts another message, in text this time, and hopes it will suffice.]

i'm keeping an eye out, don't worry.

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[offline][1/2] toplay_thefool July 2 2011, 05:45:35 UTC
[He sits with his communicator in his hand, wondering how to respond to silence. Wondering if he should respond.

He knows Chie has a lot to say - a lot she needs to say, she doesn't do well keeping things to herself at the best of times. At any other time, he'd gently press for more information, try to pry it out of her so things could be dealt with.

But this isn't any other time. This isn't Inaba, this isn't a murder case where they were on the side of Justice and Truth, and all of them worked with one purpose, one wish. Now - now...

He puts the communicator on the table, scrubs his face with his hands. His bruising aches in protest.

She hadn't been here before. Did that make it better, or worse? She hadn't been here through it all, but she'd arrived just in time for three murders, one of which had been at his hands. His gut clenches, twists, and he stands up, suddenly nauseous. His feet carry him back and forth, pacing.

He'd had to do it - Adachi was going to kill him. He'd been angry - he'd been in a white hot-and-cold rage - ( ... )

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[text][2/3] toplay_thefool July 2 2011, 05:49:16 UTC
[the text message draws his attention. Text. Unsurprising - it's diplomatic, after all. You don't need to worry about keeping your face and voice in check when typing.]

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[video] toplay_thefool July 2 2011, 05:53:03 UTC
[No. She can use text, but he can't. He's their Leader - still. Maybe.

He needs to keep it together.]

I know you will, Chie-chan. That's one thing I'm not worried about.

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[offline] 1/3 heavyheels July 2 2011, 06:05:04 UTC
[oh, sheesh. he looks awful. not as bad as he did a week ago, but still. chie cringes at the sight of his bruised face. he hadn't even looked that bad after battling izanami.]

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[offline] heavyheels July 2 2011, 06:12:01 UTC
[wait a sec - he's not worried about chie massively screwing up again? 'cause chie sure as hell is. and souji's not that stupid. he said he didn't blame her for what happened, but was he just saying that to be nice? to keep up team morale? or did he really mean that?

how could he really mean that? chie had let him down.]

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[text] heavyheels July 2 2011, 06:15:37 UTC
[dammit, satonaka. get a grip. you're better than this. aren't you?]

if he shows up again i'm gonna be the first to know about it. these eyes are peeled!!

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