PRIVATE
private.
so papa talked to me and some of my other siblings (and half-siblings) yesterday. may bago na naman kaming kapatid. forty-seven na kami. maraming beses nang nagkaroon ng ganitong "announcement" si papa, and i should be used to it by now. dapat manhid na ako sa mga ganitong bagay, but i can't help but feel a bit resentful towards papa everytime. it's a reminder of how he carelessly plays around with other women aside from mama.
i'm excited to meet this new sibling, though. babae daw, older than me by a year. kulas knows her, apparently. tuwang-tuwa si gago kasi mabait daw. gusto na daw niya ipakilala sa akin, but she's in pangasinan right now. sabi niya he'll arrange for the three of us (and his ever-beloved boyfriend pol, i don't know why really. are the two of them attached by the hip already?) to have lunch together soon. basta hindi daw muna this weekend. weird.
oh well, i guess medyo bad trip lang ako for the next few days, but this will pass. it's not like may magagawa ako, and 'di rin naman kasalanan nu'ng bago naming kapatid. the blame's all on papa, pero i can't stay mad at him forever naman, 'di ba?
the more the merrier nga naman daw.