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tor_say_ugg

sleeping pills help words flow

Jul 10, 2008 03:27

My alcoholism problem has gotten to a point that bothers me. It's not the money (but, damn that helps); it's not the partying (I can do that sober if I have to); it's not the social-anxiety (I'm a dick to everyone anyway). It's gotten to the point where it feels like I missing something because of it. That's just too far. (if I can find them) ( Read more... )

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icantread01 July 10 2008, 23:14:58 UTC

IF you want a goal for your going to NOVA, I'd suggest to start at the very base of the subject. Convince yourself that you are actually going to go through with this all the way or else this all will be a big waste of the money you don't seem to have ( ... )

tor_say_ugg July 11 2008, 05:19:04 UTC

Well, I'm glad the idea makes sense to someone. (reference your final statement)

As per the rest of your comment... yes. True. Conveniently I've had four years to convince myself that I absolutely HAVE to do something with schooling. I've reached a point where I've done all the self-destructive things that I possibly can. The only thing left of importance is self-improvement. If nothing else will convince me... it gets me out of the fucking house. [grins]