Comments | tor_tia: In the clouds

tor_tia

In the clouds

Jan 19, 2005 20:04

ok so as of now...my life is good...im not with joe anymore...now im with nate...yea i know...lots of people are mad at me...but i talked to some of them and they seem to be better...i even talked to joe...yea we talked about it and he feels better...so another thing that is going on in my life is nate...yea you know that i go out with him now ^_^ ( Read more... )

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I dont know u.. but yea.. just asking.... anonymous January 23 2005, 17:17:42 UTC

So... i dont even know u at all... but yea... I want to know why u are so "content" with ur life?.. is it b/c u think u have 10 thousond dudes on ur pussy? Honey, life is waaaay more than "oh my god, I'm sooo popular, omg all these boys like, like me.. .like I'm soo cool".. No, sorry, *rrrr*, ur wrong... So, u might think ur soo, idont know what it is u think about urself, but ur obviously not happy alone, and advise: "u cant be with someone if u cant be alone." And from here it looks like ur the cata station...boys seem to frequent u often...and its not b/c they really enjoy "visiting ur station", no its mostly they want to ride ur bus and say they've been there and done that... ur not cool cuz u moved from one guy to another, nor b/c u've broken hearts... in fact ur worse... one day u'll learn, and u'll see... ur still young- obviously....

Re: I dont know u.. but yea.. just asking.... anonymous January 23 2005, 20:37:14 UTC

LOL!!

Re: I dont know u.. but yea.. just asking.... tor_tia January 24 2005, 14:00:06 UTC

yea i know all that is true all accept the part where i "think u have 10 thousand dudes on ur pussy?"...thats NOT true...infact i think im doing alright in the fact that I stayed true to someone that i went out with for 2 and a half years and only got to see him 5 times...so yea...i think i deserve a little better than that...and another thing is that if you would have known nate and i before joe came along...we were like "together" but not officially so when joe came in i did the SAME thing to nate...i up and left him...NOT saying that it was a good thing or that it was right to do that to joe...i just dont think that i put myself into the relationship like joe did...i was more trying to protect myself in general...not that i was afraid of him or anything, but its just my "forcefield" and as quick as they make it sound...it was a long ass 8 days of being w/o joe and suffering through it...it was NOTHING that joe did, said, or didnt do or say that broke us up...in fact it was the evil force of parents saying that he was to old for me ( ... )

Re: I dont know u.. but yea.. just asking.... anonymous January 26 2005, 13:25:44 UTC

Ok.. well, some of what u've expresed is understandable... and just to say, and see if this clicks in ur brain, but, that "force field" of protecting urself... u ever think that that was ur brain or heart telling u that u may have made the wrong decision about something? I might think that u felt that way b/c inside u knew u shouldnt have gone thru with what u did.. and now that u have, look at whats happened, u hurt someone dearly. U went into a relationship not feeling the appropriate way about it, as u have mentioned urself. I guess I could only say next: think twice about things u do.. and say for that matter. I only decided to post based on the readings in here. If u hadnt talked abuot how gushy u felt and "content" that 5 dudes thru out the day were after u, then i wouldnt have said that. U have a bf, those boys shouldnt matter. Listen b4 u think and think b4 u do... Listen to what exactly ur heart might be saying, then think about those feelings in terms, not based on just urself, but others also... then when u believe u may ( ... )