A Letter To Say Goodbye

Jan 04, 2010 12:30

Title: A Letter to Say Goodbye
Author: torananashi
Fandom: Jrock-Alice Nine
Characters: Tora/Saga
Prompt: Table #9, Prompt #4
Rating: G (?)
Warnings: Two guys together don't like, don't read
Disclaimer: I don't own these guys nor do anything that is mentioned is a real life event etc.



Tora-kun,

I guess that first thing I have to say is that this is probably be as corny/sappy as those Japanese Dramas that we see around all the time. Actually, I don’t know why I’m writing this to you, as I see you everyday at work anyway, but somehow, this seems easier. And I’ve always been the coward, ne?

If you’re still reading this, thankyou for not deleting as soon as you saw who it was from. I still have so many things that have been left unsaid and I think that I really do need to say these words to you.

Tora-kun, thankyou. Thankyou for the memories that you have made with me, good or bad. Thankyou for giving us a chance. Thankyou for sticking with me for the time that we have been together. It really was the happiest time of my life. I will never forget the things that we’ve been through together, the kindness you have shown me and the weird and wonderful times we’ve had. Don’t ever change. It was because you are who you are that has allowed for all of this to happen. Thankyou.

I guess that I should also apologise. For being as selfish and childish as I am. For driving you away. I’m sorry, Tora-kun. We could’ve been so much more. I’m sorry. I really don’t mind if you hate me. I probably deserve it.

There isn’t much point for this letter, I realise, but I really needed you to know. I will never have any regrets. No regrets for what we’ve done, for the things that happened and the whole damn thing. I don’t think I can ever stop loving you.

The times that we had together was like a dream come true for me. And I guess, like I dream, I also have to wake up. My dream has come to an end.

Tora-kun, goodbye.

-Saga

tora, alice nine, 10_fics, fanfic, saga

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