You know, you have described exactly the same type of poly relationship you had before, except that before, you and Shane were the points of the "V" while the girl was the pivot. It's all the same.
Except I was "third wheel" In Essence, while the girl loved Frank, she was merely close to me. I was a welcome third party addition, so it seems, and felt.. Not the same.... I fell in love with the girl, and never had that feeling returned.. Just got to enjoy the "time" spent together as a more involved friend. There's a lot more to our past than has been explained.. We've merely expressed the good parts of those relationships.
sometimes I wonder if there is a point to having relationships at all. They all seem to go *poof* in my face. perhaps I should simply give up. I am not happy in a monogamous relationship, but feel comfy in a poly relationship. If I blow this too many more times, someone just shoot me and put me out of my misery.
Blessings, Wolf.
-- So much for the meditation fix, I'm blacking out again from overload.
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Not the same.... I fell in love with the girl, and never had that feeling returned.. Just got to enjoy the "time" spent together as a more involved friend. There's a lot more to our past than has been explained.. We've merely expressed the good parts of those relationships.
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If I blow this too many more times, someone just shoot me and put me out of my misery.
Blessings,
Wolf.
-- So much for the meditation fix, I'm blacking out again from overload.
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