Today, has brought me such sorrow. I don't know how to describe the pain my poor heart has from today. I just do not understand this, I am trying to make my life better by moving on and stuff but moving on is ripping my heart out. I have grown so close to some people I work with that they are like my family now, and I feel as though I am leaving ( Read more... )

So as of lately, I feel very burden. I don't know why, but I feel as though, I owe people more than my own worth. So okay let me break down for everyone who is reading this, I just moved in with a good friend, well one of my best friends. She is a great person, she even helps me in my time of need, but my thing is, I owe my mother, her and S money ( Read more... )

Ahh these last few days have been nothing but stressful!! *le sigh* So I have been uber tested this week with trying to stay positive and I can tell you this much yesterday plus today pretty much tested my damn limits ( Read more... )

My throat was killing me for two days, so for the first time in two years I went to the doctor. Which TRUST me that fucking takes a lot for me. So I went, to this clinic thing in town. So I went to the damn place, and I was nervous as all freaking get out. I had to feel out so many freaking papers and do so much bull crap. SO finally after like 45 ( Read more... )

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So lately, I am at a cross road with myself. I have lost every last bit of confidence i once had. I have lost of will for things. I remember happiness, and I also remember how much I loved my life. I remember this... but I don't feel it ( Read more... )