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Player nickname: Idgie
Player LJ: idgiebay
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Email: idgiebay[at]gmail.com
AIM: idgiefais
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Current Characters: Devit, Rachel, Phoenix Wright, Cielo, Quatre Raberba Winner
Character: Tavros Nitram
Fandom: Homestuck
Character Notes:
History:
Oh god, time to muddle through this clusterfuck of a time-line... Okay.
In the first part of Homestuck: Act 5, we're introduced to a race of beings called trolls. The planet they're born on is Alternia, which is mostly inhabited by children, as the vast majority of adults travel off-world to join the ongoing battle for galactic conquest. Tavros is one of twelve troll children featured.
One of the first things one might notice about Tavros is that he's wheelchair-bound. We learn that this is due to an accident during a FLARP session that took place an uncertain amount time ago. FLARP (the troll equivalent of LARP) is an extreme, real-life roleplaying activity that poses the real dangers of death and/or dismemberment, among other things, and it is said to be used as a means of practice for the future trials a troll will face in adulthood. During a flashback, we're shown the aforementioned session; Tavros is caught between a cliff and several high-level enemies. He does the math and comes to the conclusion that, no matter what he rolls, his predicament won't have a favorable outcome, so he opts to give up instead. Vriska, his Clouder (or Dungeon Master), intervenes. She criticizes him for being a coward and tries to pressure him into rolling the dice. When he refuses to do so, however, she uses her psychic powers to make him jump off of the cliff, costing him the use of his legs.
This sparks a violent cycle of revenge, in which Aradia uses her powers to send the ghosts of Vriska's past victims to mess with her. In turn, Vriska forces Sollux to consume Mind Honey, which causes his powers to go out of control; he ends up destroying Aradia's hive, as well as Aradia herself. Suspecting Vriska did something to Aradia, Terezi did something that resulted in a magic Cue Ball exploding in Vriska's face, costing her an arm and her Vision Eightfold. Vriska then, once again, controls Tavros' mind and forces him to commune with Terezi's lusus, who urges a sleeping Terezi to wander outside and look at the sun, which blinds her.
Since then, Tavros hasn't partaken in any FLARP sessions. He's tried his best to avoid Vriska, as well, but is soon forced to interact with her when they all decide to play the game Sgrub, which is when the real adventure starts.
According to a prophetic dream Sollux had, Alternia is slated for destruction, and the only way to save it is by playing a game Aradia found in the ruins. Sollux is able to hack and reformat the game to be compatible with their computers, and the twelve of them form two completing teams: the red team and the blue team. The purpose of the game, to put it very simply, is to level up by defeating enemies, eventually becoming strong enough to take on the Big Boss and obtain the prize. It runs on a server/client system. One player, acting as the server, connects to another player's computer, known as the client, and is able to control that player's environment. After a series of complicated events that involve crafting totems, punching cards, and creating items, the client player is then transferred into the medium of Sgrub, to a planet that is unique to them.
It happens that Vriska is Tavros' server player. Once Tavros is transferred to his planet, the Land of Sand and Zephyr, he makes a rocket-powered wheelchair and spends most of his time completing useless side quests with an army of imps and ogres backing him, thanks to his ability to commune with and befriend animals and other creatures.
Frustrated by Tavros' time-wasting obsession, Vriska gives him a small, rocket-powered aircraft and guides him to the gate that leads to her world, the Land of Maps and Treasure. She greets him with a surprising kiss--surprising to both of them, apparently, as she then drops him to the ground and looks shocked.
Why she kissed him isn't clear; it's possible she harbors romantic feelings for him, but not the kind someone like you or I might think. Trolls have a somewhat complicated relationship structure. To avoid going into excruciating detail, I'll just link the explanation, if that's all right. I'd be more than happy to write it out myself if need be, though! That being said, she may desire to be his kismesis, which Karkat suspects is the case.
Whatever the case may actually be, the two come to an understanding off-screen and proceed to hunt for treasure together, until they're interrupted by Aradia, now a robot and on a quest for vengeance. She beats Vriska to near death and then disappears to take care of other business, saddling Tavros with Vriska's bloodied body. Uncertain of what to do, Tavros attempts to revive her with a kiss but is stopped by Vriska's recently awakened dream self, who uses her powers to make Tavros choke himself. Then, using her blood as ink and Tavros' finger as a quill, she informs him that she's not quite dead yet and instructs him to take her to her Quest Cocoon, so she can die there and achieve God Tier in the dream world.
Tavros does as he's told, but upon Vriska's insistence that he kill her instead of letting her bleed to death, he freezes up and then runs away, leaving her to do just that. The experience is extremely traumatizing for him; he spends practically the rest of the game sleeping, seeking refuge on Prospit (the place he inhabits in the dream world), where he can walk and fly and be happy and carefree.
Not long after, through a combination of dumb luck and strategy, the trolls are able to defeat the Black King and reach the end of the game. Their prize is a newly-created universe, which they assume they will inhabit and populate, since Alternia is doomed. Just as they're about to claim their prize, though, a strange phenomenon called 'the Scratch' takes place, in essence opening a gateway between their game session and another.
It turns out the universe they created is ours. Millions of years in the future, a group of four kids is playing Sburb, which is the same game as Sgrub. Due to a series of unfortunate events, they will likely decide to implement the Scratch in order to reset their game session. (Have I mentioned Homestuck's clusterfuck of a time-line, yet?) However, for some as of yet unknown reason, it opens a gateway to the trolls' gaming session, allowing the ultra-powerful enemy Jack Noir to travel to their world. Forced to hide, the trolls seek refuge on an asteroid in the Veil.
Here, Tavros continues sleeping his time away. In an act of... friendship or mercy or something... Kanaya uses her chainsaw to remove Tavros' legs while he sleeps, making way for the robotic legs that Equius fashioned for him. This excites Tavros and makes him feel empowered and more self-confident! He seems to have a problem with stairs, though, which Equius warned him about, but he insists on trying, anyway.
At this point, Karkat discovers that he can use the chat program Trollian to watch the humans at various points in their time-line. After watching their Sburb gaming session, he comes to the conclusion that it's all their fault that the trolls didn't get their prize, so he resolves to troll them relentlessly and orders the others to do so as well.
Tavros isn't the best troll, and he often gets trolled in return. His first target is the human Dave, whose counter-trolling is so good that Tavros ends up blocking him. He then turns to Rose, another human and Dave's friend, and asks the best way to get on Dave's nerves, to which she answers, 'poetry'.
'Slam Poetry' (basically rap) happens to be one of the "oldest, most revered, and certainly freshest" art forms in Alternia's rich history, and Tavros likes to engage in it. He proceeds to troll Dave with sick rhymes (they're awful, really), which Dave ignores. Tavros, however, is satisfied. At times it seems like he may have a crush on Dave, but it's mostly due to using human phrases that he's not familiar with. His feelings appear closer to admiration, as shown later when the two finally, er... 'meet' in a bubble.
But before I get ahead of myself, Tavros does attempt to troll Jade for a while. The two share a common love of the dream world. He talks to her throughout various points in her time-line and even saves her life when she's a child by communing with her guardian, Bec, who teleports a rifle and bullet safely away before Jade succeeds in shooting herself in the face. Unfortunately, the bullet is teleported in front of her grandpa, who is killed. Tavros doesn't see the problem with this, as he's sure Grandpa was an intruder on Jade's land, and Bec was her lusus. This is because --TANGENT ALERT--trolls do not have family units. They are born of a creature called the Mother Grub, who takes the trolls' genetic material collected by the Imperial Drones, mixes it into "one, diabolical incestuous slurry", and lays hundreds of thousands of eggs at once. The eggs hatch into wrigglers, who later pupate and grow into trolls. Those who are able to survive the tumultuous trials of the brooding caverns are then selected by a lusus (a creature native to Alternia) who aids them in digging to the surface, and then becomes that troll's Custodian.
During a future conversation, Jade corrects Tavros, explaining that Grandpa was not an intruder at all! Tavros doesn't seem apologetic; he's confusing self-esteem for never needing to apologize, thanks to the new-found confidence his legs have provided. He then tries to hit on Jade and admits that he has a crush on her, but it's incredibly, painfully awkward. Suffice it to say, Jade does not return the feelings, but they do agree to be friends, after she tells him how awful it was to grow up and never know what happened to Grandpa.
Later, Vriska boasts that she's responsible for creating the monster that Jack Noir became. Enraged by this, Tavros grabs his lance with the intent to kill Vriska, perhaps showing the most negativity he's ever felt. He engages her in battle, but she manages to take his weapon and stab him with it, sending him flying off the edge of a platform. He eventually lands on the floor next to Terezi, who pronounces him dead. She tries to revive him with a kiss, but as Prospit and all the dream selves inhabiting it have been destroyed by Jack Noir, it's no use; there's no way to bring him back.
After his death, his ghost visits the ghost of a Dave (there are several, thanks to Dave being the Knight of Time and creating several copies of himself via stable time loops) in a dream bubble and flails at him and his awesomeness.
Whether Tavros is permanently dead or not remains to be seen, as Homestuck is an ongoing webcomic. As of now, though, this is where his story ends.
Personality:
Tavros is a sensitive soul. He likes fairy tales, fantasies, card games, and Pokemon catching and training the various fauna of Alternia. His hero is Pupa Pan, a troll version of Peter Pan, and he is extremely fascinated by the concept of flight because of it.
Basically, he is what most trolls try not to be. As a race, they are meant to be ruthless and violent in order to withstand the trials of adulthood; killing those of a lower class isn't frowned upon and is, in fact, encouraged in some cases. Their relationships are based on the primary emotions of hatred and pity. Yet, of the twelve trolls, Tavros seems to be the nicest and most naive, possibly even ignorant of his own shortcomings as a troll. Karkat theorizes that Tavros is incapable of hate, even when it comes to the one who's relentlessly tortured him, which is one of MANY GOOD REASONS a caliginous relationship with Vriska would be beyond disastrous.
If it wasn't made clear in the history section, Tavros has self-esteem issues, thanks to the negativity he receives from other trolls on a regular basis. In order to deal with this, he's taken the advice of Kanaya and personified his self-esteem. He's named it Rufio, and he talks to him on a regular basis, careful not to let anything or anyone hurt his feelings, though it isn't always effective; in the end, he knows that Rufio is fake, and Tavros' self-esteem suffers, anyway.
This changes a bit when he receives his robotic legs. He feels "great and really confident suddenly", as if Rufio has given him both the high fives he has, and "sort of one of those bro massages, as if to say, 'You're the champ!'". Terezi urges him to never let anyone tell him Rufio isn't real, because if you believe in something imaginary hard enough, that makes it less fake! This encourages Tavros to do reckless things, like take on a flight of stairs, which he's been warned against.
Even with his confidence backing him, though, his self-esteem isn't fool-proof. In fact, one might argue that his confidence is false to begin with, as he has to keep assuring himself and others that he is confident, to the point that it's incredibly awkward. The first sign he shows of true confidence is when he decides he has to stop Vriska; unfortunately, that ends in his death.
Because of his uncertainty, he speaks with a bit of a stutter, with a lot of 'uhhs' and 'umms' and pauses interjected.
Other:
The troll caste system is based on blood color; Tavros' blood is orange, which puts him just above red--the lowest class--in social standing. Like many trolls in the lower class, though, he doesn't seem to care about that sort of thing.
On a related note, when trolls use their online chat program, Trollian, it's customary for them to use their blood color as their chosen font color, and type with quirks that fit their personalities and usual way of speaking. As such, Tavros types uHH, lIKE THIS,
Additional Links: MS Paint Adventures wiki
First Person (entry type):
dEAR JOURNAL,
kARKAT SAYS, i SHOULD STOP CALLING YOU A DIARY,
bECAUSE DIARIES ARE, uHH, wHAT GIRLS WRITE IN,
i GUESS,
aNYWAY,
i HAD ANOTHER DREAM ABOUT FLYING, iT WAS SO EXCITING,
iT'S JUST, a LITTLE WEIRD SOMETIMES BECAUSE i ALWAYS HAD DREAMS ABOUT, uHH, bAD THINGS IN MY HIVE,
lIKE, bLOOD AND CARNAGE AND, tHINGS LIKE THAT, bECAUSE MY HEAD COULDN'T FIT IN THE RECUPERACOON RIGHT, i THINK,
uHH,
bUT ANYWAY, sLEEPING IN THE MEDIUM IS A LOT BETTER,
iN MY DREAMS, i LIVE IN A PLACE CALLED pROSPIT, aND i CAN WALK AND FLY AND DO ANYTHING i WANT,
i WISH rUFIO WAS REAL, sO HE COULD SEE IT TOO,
bUT,
i PRETEND HE'S THERE, aND HAVING A GOOD TIME WITH ME, aND WHEN i THINK ABOUT IT HARD ENOUGH, iT'S LIKE HE IS THERE,
i PRETEND tINKERBULL IS THERE TOO,
i REALLY WISH i, uHH, hADN'T RUN OVER HIM WITH MY WHEELCHAIR,
i MISS HIM, }:(
wELL, tHAT'S ALL i THINK,
i'LL WRITE AGAIN TOMORROW DIARY,
i MEAN JOURNAL,
bYE,
tAVROS,
Third Person:
Sleeping was Tavros' favorite part of the game. It meant that he would dream, and dreaming meant that his dream self would awaken on Prospit, raring and ready to go. There was no need for his wheelchair there; he could walk, run, and (best of all) fly to his ventricular mechanism's content, frolicking through the sky without a care in the world, imagining that he was Pupa Pan on some crazy adventure. Sometimes he would pretend that Rufio and Tinkerbull were with him, and when he closed his eyes and imagined hard enough, he could even see them flying right beside him.
It was incredibly fun, arguably the most fun he'd had in all of his six solar sweeps. There was no way he could put it into words--well, not without getting laughed at, anyway, but that was fine. He was absolutely content to keep his feelings to himself, and he would have been happy to live that way forever.
If only it were possible.
The next time Tavros went to sleep, there was no Prospit. There was only a void with occasional flickering images, often violent in nature. It was cold and empty, and he was alone. It was worse than the dreams that plagued him back on Alternia. He took Karkat's advice and didn't sleep anymore after that.
He hated this game.
Player LJ: idgiebay
Way to contact you:
Email: idgiebay[at]gmail.com
AIM: idgiefais
Other: plurk
Are you at least 15?: Y
Current Characters: Devit, Rachel, Phoenix Wright, Cielo, Quatre Raberba Winner
Character: Tavros Nitram
Fandom: Homestuck
Character Notes:
History:
Oh god, time to muddle through this clusterfuck of a time-line... Okay.
In the first part of Homestuck: Act 5, we're introduced to a race of beings called trolls. The planet they're born on is Alternia, which is mostly inhabited by children, as the vast majority of adults travel off-world to join the ongoing battle for galactic conquest. Tavros is one of twelve troll children featured.
One of the first things one might notice about Tavros is that he's wheelchair-bound. We learn that this is due to an accident during a FLARP session that took place an uncertain amount time ago. FLARP (the troll equivalent of LARP) is an extreme, real-life roleplaying activity that poses the real dangers of death and/or dismemberment, among other things, and it is said to be used as a means of practice for the future trials a troll will face in adulthood. During a flashback, we're shown the aforementioned session; Tavros is caught between a cliff and several high-level enemies. He does the math and comes to the conclusion that, no matter what he rolls, his predicament won't have a favorable outcome, so he opts to give up instead. Vriska, his Clouder (or Dungeon Master), intervenes. She criticizes him for being a coward and tries to pressure him into rolling the dice. When he refuses to do so, however, she uses her psychic powers to make him jump off of the cliff, costing him the use of his legs.
This sparks a violent cycle of revenge, in which Aradia uses her powers to send the ghosts of Vriska's past victims to mess with her. In turn, Vriska forces Sollux to consume Mind Honey, which causes his powers to go out of control; he ends up destroying Aradia's hive, as well as Aradia herself. Suspecting Vriska did something to Aradia, Terezi did something that resulted in a magic Cue Ball exploding in Vriska's face, costing her an arm and her Vision Eightfold. Vriska then, once again, controls Tavros' mind and forces him to commune with Terezi's lusus, who urges a sleeping Terezi to wander outside and look at the sun, which blinds her.
Since then, Tavros hasn't partaken in any FLARP sessions. He's tried his best to avoid Vriska, as well, but is soon forced to interact with her when they all decide to play the game Sgrub, which is when the real adventure starts.
According to a prophetic dream Sollux had, Alternia is slated for destruction, and the only way to save it is by playing a game Aradia found in the ruins. Sollux is able to hack and reformat the game to be compatible with their computers, and the twelve of them form two completing teams: the red team and the blue team. The purpose of the game, to put it very simply, is to level up by defeating enemies, eventually becoming strong enough to take on the Big Boss and obtain the prize. It runs on a server/client system. One player, acting as the server, connects to another player's computer, known as the client, and is able to control that player's environment. After a series of complicated events that involve crafting totems, punching cards, and creating items, the client player is then transferred into the medium of Sgrub, to a planet that is unique to them.
It happens that Vriska is Tavros' server player. Once Tavros is transferred to his planet, the Land of Sand and Zephyr, he makes a rocket-powered wheelchair and spends most of his time completing useless side quests with an army of imps and ogres backing him, thanks to his ability to commune with and befriend animals and other creatures.
Frustrated by Tavros' time-wasting obsession, Vriska gives him a small, rocket-powered aircraft and guides him to the gate that leads to her world, the Land of Maps and Treasure. She greets him with a surprising kiss--surprising to both of them, apparently, as she then drops him to the ground and looks shocked.
Why she kissed him isn't clear; it's possible she harbors romantic feelings for him, but not the kind someone like you or I might think. Trolls have a somewhat complicated relationship structure. To avoid going into excruciating detail, I'll just link the explanation, if that's all right. I'd be more than happy to write it out myself if need be, though! That being said, she may desire to be his kismesis, which Karkat suspects is the case.
Whatever the case may actually be, the two come to an understanding off-screen and proceed to hunt for treasure together, until they're interrupted by Aradia, now a robot and on a quest for vengeance. She beats Vriska to near death and then disappears to take care of other business, saddling Tavros with Vriska's bloodied body. Uncertain of what to do, Tavros attempts to revive her with a kiss but is stopped by Vriska's recently awakened dream self, who uses her powers to make Tavros choke himself. Then, using her blood as ink and Tavros' finger as a quill, she informs him that she's not quite dead yet and instructs him to take her to her Quest Cocoon, so she can die there and achieve God Tier in the dream world.
Tavros does as he's told, but upon Vriska's insistence that he kill her instead of letting her bleed to death, he freezes up and then runs away, leaving her to do just that. The experience is extremely traumatizing for him; he spends practically the rest of the game sleeping, seeking refuge on Prospit (the place he inhabits in the dream world), where he can walk and fly and be happy and carefree.
Not long after, through a combination of dumb luck and strategy, the trolls are able to defeat the Black King and reach the end of the game. Their prize is a newly-created universe, which they assume they will inhabit and populate, since Alternia is doomed. Just as they're about to claim their prize, though, a strange phenomenon called 'the Scratch' takes place, in essence opening a gateway between their game session and another.
It turns out the universe they created is ours. Millions of years in the future, a group of four kids is playing Sburb, which is the same game as Sgrub. Due to a series of unfortunate events, they will likely decide to implement the Scratch in order to reset their game session. (Have I mentioned Homestuck's clusterfuck of a time-line, yet?) However, for some as of yet unknown reason, it opens a gateway to the trolls' gaming session, allowing the ultra-powerful enemy Jack Noir to travel to their world. Forced to hide, the trolls seek refuge on an asteroid in the Veil.
Here, Tavros continues sleeping his time away. In an act of... friendship or mercy or something... Kanaya uses her chainsaw to remove Tavros' legs while he sleeps, making way for the robotic legs that Equius fashioned for him. This excites Tavros and makes him feel empowered and more self-confident! He seems to have a problem with stairs, though, which Equius warned him about, but he insists on trying, anyway.
At this point, Karkat discovers that he can use the chat program Trollian to watch the humans at various points in their time-line. After watching their Sburb gaming session, he comes to the conclusion that it's all their fault that the trolls didn't get their prize, so he resolves to troll them relentlessly and orders the others to do so as well.
Tavros isn't the best troll, and he often gets trolled in return. His first target is the human Dave, whose counter-trolling is so good that Tavros ends up blocking him. He then turns to Rose, another human and Dave's friend, and asks the best way to get on Dave's nerves, to which she answers, 'poetry'.
'Slam Poetry' (basically rap) happens to be one of the "oldest, most revered, and certainly freshest" art forms in Alternia's rich history, and Tavros likes to engage in it. He proceeds to troll Dave with sick rhymes (they're awful, really), which Dave ignores. Tavros, however, is satisfied. At times it seems like he may have a crush on Dave, but it's mostly due to using human phrases that he's not familiar with. His feelings appear closer to admiration, as shown later when the two finally, er... 'meet' in a bubble.
But before I get ahead of myself, Tavros does attempt to troll Jade for a while. The two share a common love of the dream world. He talks to her throughout various points in her time-line and even saves her life when she's a child by communing with her guardian, Bec, who teleports a rifle and bullet safely away before Jade succeeds in shooting herself in the face. Unfortunately, the bullet is teleported in front of her grandpa, who is killed. Tavros doesn't see the problem with this, as he's sure Grandpa was an intruder on Jade's land, and Bec was her lusus. This is because --TANGENT ALERT--trolls do not have family units. They are born of a creature called the Mother Grub, who takes the trolls' genetic material collected by the Imperial Drones, mixes it into "one, diabolical incestuous slurry", and lays hundreds of thousands of eggs at once. The eggs hatch into wrigglers, who later pupate and grow into trolls. Those who are able to survive the tumultuous trials of the brooding caverns are then selected by a lusus (a creature native to Alternia) who aids them in digging to the surface, and then becomes that troll's Custodian.
During a future conversation, Jade corrects Tavros, explaining that Grandpa was not an intruder at all! Tavros doesn't seem apologetic; he's confusing self-esteem for never needing to apologize, thanks to the new-found confidence his legs have provided. He then tries to hit on Jade and admits that he has a crush on her, but it's incredibly, painfully awkward. Suffice it to say, Jade does not return the feelings, but they do agree to be friends, after she tells him how awful it was to grow up and never know what happened to Grandpa.
Later, Vriska boasts that she's responsible for creating the monster that Jack Noir became. Enraged by this, Tavros grabs his lance with the intent to kill Vriska, perhaps showing the most negativity he's ever felt. He engages her in battle, but she manages to take his weapon and stab him with it, sending him flying off the edge of a platform. He eventually lands on the floor next to Terezi, who pronounces him dead. She tries to revive him with a kiss, but as Prospit and all the dream selves inhabiting it have been destroyed by Jack Noir, it's no use; there's no way to bring him back.
After his death, his ghost visits the ghost of a Dave (there are several, thanks to Dave being the Knight of Time and creating several copies of himself via stable time loops) in a dream bubble and flails at him and his awesomeness.
Whether Tavros is permanently dead or not remains to be seen, as Homestuck is an ongoing webcomic. As of now, though, this is where his story ends.
Personality:
Tavros is a sensitive soul. He likes fairy tales, fantasies, card games, and Pokemon catching and training the various fauna of Alternia. His hero is Pupa Pan, a troll version of Peter Pan, and he is extremely fascinated by the concept of flight because of it.
Basically, he is what most trolls try not to be. As a race, they are meant to be ruthless and violent in order to withstand the trials of adulthood; killing those of a lower class isn't frowned upon and is, in fact, encouraged in some cases. Their relationships are based on the primary emotions of hatred and pity. Yet, of the twelve trolls, Tavros seems to be the nicest and most naive, possibly even ignorant of his own shortcomings as a troll. Karkat theorizes that Tavros is incapable of hate, even when it comes to the one who's relentlessly tortured him, which is one of MANY GOOD REASONS a caliginous relationship with Vriska would be beyond disastrous.
If it wasn't made clear in the history section, Tavros has self-esteem issues, thanks to the negativity he receives from other trolls on a regular basis. In order to deal with this, he's taken the advice of Kanaya and personified his self-esteem. He's named it Rufio, and he talks to him on a regular basis, careful not to let anything or anyone hurt his feelings, though it isn't always effective; in the end, he knows that Rufio is fake, and Tavros' self-esteem suffers, anyway.
This changes a bit when he receives his robotic legs. He feels "great and really confident suddenly", as if Rufio has given him both the high fives he has, and "sort of one of those bro massages, as if to say, 'You're the champ!'". Terezi urges him to never let anyone tell him Rufio isn't real, because if you believe in something imaginary hard enough, that makes it less fake! This encourages Tavros to do reckless things, like take on a flight of stairs, which he's been warned against.
Even with his confidence backing him, though, his self-esteem isn't fool-proof. In fact, one might argue that his confidence is false to begin with, as he has to keep assuring himself and others that he is confident, to the point that it's incredibly awkward. The first sign he shows of true confidence is when he decides he has to stop Vriska; unfortunately, that ends in his death.
Because of his uncertainty, he speaks with a bit of a stutter, with a lot of 'uhhs' and 'umms' and pauses interjected.
Other:
The troll caste system is based on blood color; Tavros' blood is orange, which puts him just above red--the lowest class--in social standing. Like many trolls in the lower class, though, he doesn't seem to care about that sort of thing.
On a related note, when trolls use their online chat program, Trollian, it's customary for them to use their blood color as their chosen font color, and type with quirks that fit their personalities and usual way of speaking. As such, Tavros types uHH, lIKE THIS,
Additional Links: MS Paint Adventures wiki
First Person (entry type):
dEAR JOURNAL,
kARKAT SAYS, i SHOULD STOP CALLING YOU A DIARY,
bECAUSE DIARIES ARE, uHH, wHAT GIRLS WRITE IN,
i GUESS,
aNYWAY,
i HAD ANOTHER DREAM ABOUT FLYING, iT WAS SO EXCITING,
iT'S JUST, a LITTLE WEIRD SOMETIMES BECAUSE i ALWAYS HAD DREAMS ABOUT, uHH, bAD THINGS IN MY HIVE,
lIKE, bLOOD AND CARNAGE AND, tHINGS LIKE THAT, bECAUSE MY HEAD COULDN'T FIT IN THE RECUPERACOON RIGHT, i THINK,
uHH,
bUT ANYWAY, sLEEPING IN THE MEDIUM IS A LOT BETTER,
iN MY DREAMS, i LIVE IN A PLACE CALLED pROSPIT, aND i CAN WALK AND FLY AND DO ANYTHING i WANT,
i WISH rUFIO WAS REAL, sO HE COULD SEE IT TOO,
bUT,
i PRETEND HE'S THERE, aND HAVING A GOOD TIME WITH ME, aND WHEN i THINK ABOUT IT HARD ENOUGH, iT'S LIKE HE IS THERE,
i PRETEND tINKERBULL IS THERE TOO,
i REALLY WISH i, uHH, hADN'T RUN OVER HIM WITH MY WHEELCHAIR,
i MISS HIM, }:(
wELL, tHAT'S ALL i THINK,
i'LL WRITE AGAIN TOMORROW DIARY,
i MEAN JOURNAL,
bYE,
tAVROS,
Third Person:
Sleeping was Tavros' favorite part of the game. It meant that he would dream, and dreaming meant that his dream self would awaken on Prospit, raring and ready to go. There was no need for his wheelchair there; he could walk, run, and (best of all) fly to his ventricular mechanism's content, frolicking through the sky without a care in the world, imagining that he was Pupa Pan on some crazy adventure. Sometimes he would pretend that Rufio and Tinkerbull were with him, and when he closed his eyes and imagined hard enough, he could even see them flying right beside him.
It was incredibly fun, arguably the most fun he'd had in all of his six solar sweeps. There was no way he could put it into words--well, not without getting laughed at, anyway, but that was fine. He was absolutely content to keep his feelings to himself, and he would have been happy to live that way forever.
If only it were possible.
The next time Tavros went to sleep, there was no Prospit. There was only a void with occasional flickering images, often violent in nature. It was cold and empty, and he was alone. It was worse than the dreams that plagued him back on Alternia. He took Karkat's advice and didn't sleep anymore after that.
He hated this game.