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[tori_vixen]

tonight i feel battered. i feel like so much time was invested in so many things that ended up biting me in the ass. sometimes i wonder about trust and what it means. i wonder why in this world we have thrash around and hurt each other. for my own transgressions, whether they were consciencous or not, i apologize. i was hurt and i hurt others.

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[azaz_al]

You're going through a lot. Be kind to yourself. And don't be afraid to cut toxic asswipes out of your life. You don't need unsupportive douchebags right now like the one on the last post

[azaz_al]

And you know I hope all that isn't out of line, I swear its all said with love and concern

[tori_vixen]

I admire your courage, a lot. I don't take any of that with offense. It is what I need to hear. I have thin skin and wear my heart on my sleeve. And when people who used to be close friends say things, even things like that, I unfortunately listen a bit. And damnit, if I don't see their side, sometimes

[azaz_al]

I don't have any courage, I just got fed up one day. I was over the stupidest thing too, someone poured beer on my set up when I went to the bathroom and I just snapped. Ever since then I've been an ever increasingly raving bitch, lol. The most amazing thing is how much FUN it is. No one ever told me it was FUN.