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I can make it through the rain.. just not today.
I layed in bed all night, tossed and turned until i was too tired to even think. For some reason i kept thinking of you, and everything that has been going on in the past few days. I miss you.I miss you so much. Its kinda pathetic, whenever i see her sn i get sick to my stomach, i guess thas normal though..since i do hate her so much..I wish people would just leave me alone..let me be. please? Dont make me double think, because i hate that..dont give me reasons to keep my eyes open. Relationships are never perfect, dont try to tell me that boyfreind and girlfreinds dont fight and have dissagrements, because you would be lying to me. I think if we can get through this and trust eachother we will be okay. Im trying my hardest to brush it off..but its hard to do when practically your whole buddy list is iming you saying things. Screw them.
jentheqt409: LiLgBaLlEr69: did u give mark head at bham
jentheqt409: LiLgBaLlEr69: he said u did
jentheqt409: thats one of his friends
jentheqt409: bye
I hate you I hate you I hate you I hate you I hate you
please just die.
i dont care what you say anymore,leave me alone.
if i can't be the [girl] that you've always wanted me to be
if i can't say the words that you always wanted me to say
if i fall in the end, will you be holding on to me?
because you, you said you'd never leave me.