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[toria07]

i honestly dont care wats going to happen to me, i really cant wait to go to the doctors on tuesday and let him fucking find out i havent been eating.

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::gasps::

[memory_faded]

tori NOOOOO!!

dont do that to yourself!!
i know it may seem like the end of the world,
but its really not!

do you remember when i was all depressed becuz
of eric and nick and you told me that no matter
what happens, if we got back together or not,
that i would still be beautiful and life would
still be worth living??

well guess what tori..i'm saying the same thing
to you right now. no matter what happens, whether
you and mark get back together or not, you'll
still be beautiful; life will still be worth
living; and you still have all your friends to
be there for you and help you through this. so
please dont give up on me now. i need you here
just as much as you need me for you right now.

i love you tori.
and you better never forget that. i'll always be here.
through the sunshine and especially through the rain,
i'm here..

♥♥♥♥

Re: ::gasps::

[toria07]

Lydia, i thank you so much for being there for me..and i know you understand what im going through. I cant help what im doing to myself as much as i try. but i love you..and im going to be okay..i promise with all my heart im trying to not do that..
i love you and we need to hang out..i need to really sit down and talk to you about alot of things that have been going on. i hope your summer is going good <3

[xbritt_roxx]

Oh tori please dont do that to yourself... im not trying to control you or anything but really..... =/ its only cuz I love you and im concerned.... My friend did that and she was in bad shape tori please =/ dont do that stuff- I LOVE YOU

im sorry if you think im trying to control you but im not

<333 Brittany

[toria07]

i know your not trying to control me, your just trying to help me. i love you and miss you..thanks for caring <3

[xbritt_roxx]

Anytime tori... im always here.... we are hanging out a.s.a.p!

<33333 Brittany

[_bashers_fuku]

TORI DONT BE FUCKING GAY AND NOT EAT. Starving yourself over a "chaldean BOYYYYYYYYYYYY" is not worth it. Chaldeans are scum. Dont be scum with them. YOUR WHITE! Join the force.

[toria07]

wow, that was not nessasary at all.
and who are you by the way?

[_82ndstreet]

That person commented in my journal too. LAME!! and it's YOU'RE white by the way.. not your white if you're going to try and insult someone, do it intelligently.

[toria07]

lmfao wow i love you.
you made me laugh for the
first time today
<3

[smileglo_lovesu]

I love you, please don't do anything to hurt yourself because I care and i'm always here for you if you wanna talk we haven't talkd in a while, I miss you.

Love,Gloria
<333

[toria07]

i love you.

[wr0ngimpressi0n]

Tori, i know i barely know you.. and i don't want to sound like a bitch or anything... but uh, not eating really isn't an escape from anything, and it really doesn't help in any way. it barely even makes you skinnier (unless, of course, you do it over the course of a long peroid of time) and you're already super skinny so why would you want that anyway? i just don't understand those whole eating disorders.. there are plenty other ways of getting skinnier (not that you need to be) or of redeeming yourself or whatever it is you think you're doing by not eating. And if you continue this... you know you could end up dying right? ummm... well.. i don't really know what else to say, sorry if you think i sound like a bitch for saying that... i just don't think there is really a point to not eating. (sorry, again)

Take care, okay?
<3<3

[toria07]

i know your not trying to sound like a bitch, and i understand what your saying. thanks for caring.
<3 you