mmmm Luckily I got to hear that entry from the voice of that lovely man himself. While I laid there, listening and soaking in every word he said.....It was nice to hear his personal thoughts and feelings coming from simply an expressive point of view ( Read more... )

So hello, Dear journal ( Read more... )

One month and twelve days ago I met a man. Not just a man, but thee man. The man who took me out of darkness and showed me light, the man who took a broken heart, and made it whole, made it complete to more levels then it ever knew. A man who continues to do this everyday, more and more. A man who has shown me more about myself then anyone else ( Read more... )

So again its been a long time since I've written in here...its starting to turn into yearly updates I swear...but its okay because I'm the only one who reads this lol. But when life changing events and thoughts that are this strong, come into my head, I tend to feel the need to write in here. Well thats exactly what the last 5 days have been..life ( Read more... )

I'm not exactly sure why I am the way that I am, I just know that theres no changing who I am. I am this loving affectionate person, who is in constant need of being loved, being needed, being near...and yet I'm very independent..possibly too independent...I always want what I can't have...and it seems that when I get it...I almost don't want it ( Read more... )

I keep telling myself that I wish my life would just start happening, and that all the things I'm going through now would just be over and done with...but obviously, this is life right here right now. Just because I'm not doing what I want to be doing forever doesn't mean I get to wish life by...but I keep falling back to that thought...wanting to ( Read more... )

Much has changed yet again since my last entry. And its all about boys >.< boo! lol Oh and two nights ago was Prom, which was really fun, Joe was my date and the overall group included me, joe, alyssa, chris, megan, lino and naomi. :) We all had a lot of fun. But onto the more complicated stuff...So me and joe are really close, and everyone pretty ( Read more... )

Okay so its not exactly the day after my previous entry...like when I said I would write next, and in fact it is about 2 and a half weeks later..but here I am none the less. To start off, things with me and mike are back to a decent friendship, but I've allowed myself to get carried away with everything else in life. I knew I could move on fully if ( Read more... )

Well its a few days later, and not a whole lot has happened, but what DID happen changed a lot...Naomi and mike did some things...and mike has informed my mind that I have to let go of him....which is no easy task. Even with my little crushes I have, which I do oddly have...things are just messy...Naomi doesn't want anyone except lex, and mike now ( Read more... )

Well the past few weeks have been simply crazy. So much has happened...some good some bad, but most of it has had its bad moments. First off I'll start with the big news...because its one thing I never thought would happen. Well I broke up with Chenaniah...I wasnt sure if it was going to be over at frist but I decided it was just going to have to ( Read more... )