Oh how the thoughts of my mind escape me. I should have written down all the thoughts in my head yesterday that i wanted to get out, but now that its a brand new day I have brand new thoughts...Kind of lol. I dont really know what to think about all the different situations I've gotten myself into ( Read more... )

So October has come and gone, and man it went by fast. It was definitely an interesting month for me, and a lot of trouble came out of it but so did a lot of good. I've come out of my pathetic infatuation phase and am ready to enjoy the life around me and not the one I keep chasing after. I feel like I've kind of tainted this new journal by ( Read more... )

So today definitely was alright while I was out and about..but fuck was I tired. And now that im home and should sleep soon, of course im wide awake. So love my body..bah. So today wasnt bad, but there was definitely one big downfall. Dane decided to text me today...and you know I never hated dane for anything that had happened up to this point..he ( Read more... )

Another Day, another morning. I think I feel better today, but not completely back to my chipper self. Last night with friends helped. So maybe today will be easier since I'll be in classes most of the day, keeping myself distracted. It's not nearly as effective as being with my loves, but its better then sitting here all day I guess. So I tried ( Read more... )

 I've come to the conclusion im an idiot. Oh and that pandora hates me lol Every time i play any of my stations it likes to play songs that are far too relateable and dont let me not over think my life lol Fuck you too pandora <3
So you cant tell someone that you arent looking for a serious relationship, have them tell you that they dont want one ( Read more... )

 I dont know what else to say about today except that its been really blah...I couldnt sleep so I wrote out my thoughts until 6am...woke up at 8..took my mom to work, then slept from 9:30-11:30 and have been up since. And I havent talked to Jon all day :( Normally it would just suck...but today with my Stupid paranoia that something was off last ( Read more... )

 So im Starting a new journal. i have another one on here that I've had for years, but there's so much on it and so must history...I wanted to start this one out fresh..too much past to sort through. So normally just for my own personal reflection I would talk about all thats been going on in my life and whats changed and whats happened, but its ( Read more... )