on my way home tonight I was thinking, if I were to die, right now, who would come to my funeral? it's an awful thought I know, but I just can't help thinking of it.

my friends are pissing me off. no follow up.

It's all I ever hear about! It's stressing me out soo much. I'm not re-taking the SAT's. It's a waste of time and I don't see how I'll get a better score than I did before so whatever. I want to go to an art school, not fucking harvard. I understand that I have to start getting into the whole school thing but senior year is really taking a tole on ( Read more... )

we all make mistakes.
you were mine.

so some miraculous way I tapped into a wireless network here in the wonderful town of Gloucestor, Massachusettes. Honestly- there's nothing here. In a way, it's almost worst than Dayton. Last night was pretty crazy, the party was in my room and unfortunately I was not in party mode. It was also very awkward with my parents here. Today is the ( Read more... )

september 11th. so hard to believe that it's been 6 years. wow ( Read more... )

this is terrible. I've hit rock bottom. I just broke down. Help help help help help.

senior year.. my goodness.

way to not show up for our first day carl stasio, oh you kill me!

a few things. summer is ending, which is good and bad, I'll make a little list.

good:
+not so many old navy hours
+school
+intense hot weather
+no more frizzy hair
+fall! fall! fall!
+Amy's wedding

bad:
-not so much money
-school
-intense cold weather
-static central
-ice on the roads

... no follow up on that.

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last night.. what the fuck happened?

I smoked weed out of a hookah, hell yeah. And why is there so much flour on all my shit?

You wake up at Seatac, SFO, LAX. You wake up at O'Hare, Dallas-Fort Worth, BWI. Pacific, mountain, central. Lose an hour, gain an hour. This is your life, and it's ending one minute at a time. You wake up at Air Harbor International. If you wake up at a different time, in a different place, could you wake up as a different person?

..think about