ya so I know that i have not written in forever but I have not been in the mood to write. I have so much in my head like I usually do just dont want to let it go yet. i havent slept in 3 days and its pissing me off.

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what is hate

why do i fear beauty is not really beauty at all. through thine eyes is not beauty nor reality. i see not what you see. i see not what they see. i see what reality really is. true beauty is not seen nor is it known. you will never know what beauty is. i know. i know. i have always seen. i have always known.

danny is suddenly feeling out side his bubble. i have not yet left my world but floated too far for comfort. dont know wat it is. dont know where it came from. empty drowning in my own submission to the thoughts that run free. have yet to catch them. have yet to acknowledge there presence and not knowing what is killing me drives the stake further ( Read more... )

its been a bit of time since i wrote and actually my second entry. well my third but i didnt put the first one in so its really my second. wat to say wat to say. danny hasnt been sleeping for a while but wats new. it happens. work sucks like normal. but hay i sold one of my jeeps yay for that danny gets money out of it. this is easy. i like making ( Read more... )

i came over a square's house and this is the first time i wrote in my journal cause my computer decided no stop working.i'm hanging out with the amandas and they are making me laugh. its rediculas. i cant spell but i dont care. i just got a story from them about amanda on the ground when her legs fell asleep and she was yelling "flow please blood ( Read more... )

this is amanda testing the layout

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credit to morgana (www.threnodyinvelvet.com) for this picture.