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The Secrets of My Heart
I realized recently that I'm not willing to be completely honest here and it's not because of who I think might or might not be reading it or maybe it is but I can't put my finger on it ... I mean, I can't say, Oh, this person might be reading it and so I can't say this thing. I just ... maybe it's really a case of being honest with myself. I can ( Read more... ) -
I should be making love right now
She says she likes rough sex the most because it makes her feel like he really wants her ( Read more... ) -
Michael stole a survey from me, so I stole a survey from Michael ...
A Complete Relationship SurveyFirst of all...Your name::Torinda Lucinda Chelsea Age::24 Gender::female Sexual preference::Blaine The exes...How many exes do you have?:Um ... 3-ish (with 2 borderline exes) Name them::James, Ben, Nathan (Tarzan and Moses) Who did you go out with for the longest amount of time?:Ben Shortest?:Nathan (unless you count ( Read more... ) -
You're still gonna die
I'm going to die.
I just took out the garbage and the weather is beautiful and this is the thought that runs through my head: I'm going to die. And the weather is still beautiful and I feel beautiful and I'm not really sure if I'm okay with that.
The cancer is gone, for now the cancer is gone, but I'm still going to die.
I'm just like everyone -
Every little thing
I think I'm the only woman in the world whose husband doesn't let her get him off ( Read more... ) -
Memory ... all alone in the moonlight
==The Day You Met ( Read more... ) -
You don't know what you're talking about
It used to be, I hardly ever cried. It was so unusual that every time I cried I chocked it up to my period and not my emotions And it almost seemed somehow out of character, for me to never cry when I thought I was so in touch with all of my emotions, so ready to ride every up and ever down, but I was still proud of how little I cried, maybe ( Read more... ) -
Maybe that's why I'm pagan
I used to be so scared that Blaine would take me for granted. That was my biggest concern, the biggest reason I resisted marrying him, because I was so sure he'd stop wanting me and ... and just assume I was his if I didn't keep withholding something from him. That was my biggest fear, that I would be taken for granted ( Read more... ) -
Altruistic Lullaby
I dreamed last night that I married Nathan. I don’t know why I married him except that I somehow didn’t feel as though it were a choice. I was pregnant when I married him, but I think the baby was Blaine’s. I was so far along that I put Nathan off sexually after we got married. I remember I wanted to put him off as long as possible, out of some ( Read more... ) -
My amazing discovery
I learned that if you have erotic dreams all night long and you wake up just as your husband is kissing you goodbye before leaving for the day, they turn into more than erotic dreams.