I can't even believe I got as far as I did. Kitty asked if I knew how to web design or HTLM. She needs someone to put back up her websight, which should have been up sooner. Not knowing much I decided to rack my mind on someone who did. Only came up with one name but she is too busy with her own affairs to help. Not wanting to disappoint, I decided ( Read more... )

So many damn papers to write!!! It is driving me nuts. I have to write about feelings and behaviors that people do on a movie and compare it to the book that our professor wrote. I understand where he is coming from and agree with a great deal of what he is saying, but the more I read about this stuff the more I feel the ideas and feelings that I ( Read more... )

I'm not feel so great at this moment and it is not because of anything going on around me. I'm tired but still need to do homework. I have found after loosing a certain amount of hours I become depressed and it doesn't help reading a book about Marriage being a load of bullshit for sociology class. I'm almost done and I'm sure I'll feel a bit ( Read more... )

I even tried energy drinks and I still fall asleep. In fact I have been falling asleep in most of my classes today. The only one I didn't fall asleep in was Tai Chi. I must be worn out from all the school and what is strange is I can't believe it is almost over.

I find it interesting that I'm writing more in this journal when I'm wanting to be with someone. This must be why relationships are such a pain but worth the effort. At the moment I'm at a crossroad. In truth I shouldn't be here already but the fact of the matter is I am ( Read more... )

Things are not going as well as one would hope. I really can't say there is a problem with whats going on. Just a roller coaster of ups and downs with no certainty of an ending. I have been looking forward to a relationship, perhaps too much looking forward to it. *shrug* Just have to let things not get to me so much ( Read more... )

I wish I was able to loose my temper like most people. Growing up I saw it done so much and seeing that is lead to no where I decided I would try to control it. So I did. Now it is hard to get me angry. I have been able to expel the energy needed but not the emotion ( Read more... )

This last weekend was wonderful and in the end of it I have found myself in the arms of a lovely woman, who I'm happily now dating. It is strange after being single for such a long time. I kind of feel like I may not have what it takes to have a relationship. I do enjoy being with her but what surprises me the most is how comforting it is being ( Read more... )

This Halloween was one of my best. Went out with a friend who needed to get away from her stresses for a while. We went to Ruin, a club in downtown LA, along with more friends. There we met more friends and drank and was merry. My costume was great. I didn't even notice the contacts in my eyes ( Read more... )

Like most of my post of my post they start with trying to figure out why I have this sudden depressing feeling. Many of times I have come to the conclusion that it has to do with something really happening. In truth I'm now finding some are just do to me being very tired but my body not wanting to sleep ( Read more... )