Sitting here, I think about the kisses, the hugs, the goddamned motherfucking truth ( Read more... )

It's 11:30 and the pounding of my heart is fighting the pounding of my mind...i sit here in darkness and run my fingers over the many horizontal cuts on my left thigh and the "i wanna runaway!" on my right...glancing down at my left arm, i smile the familiar smile of satisfaction at the design i accomplished in making...now i have to hide....i'll ( Read more... )

Basics ( Read more... )

So, heres a basic outline of my weekend ( Read more... )

Just to clear any confusion that might arise from the poem down there...i don't love him...i mentioned love in there because it's a strong emotion that fits w/the entire piece..and the poem is for him...but only parts of it...just like its inspired by him...only parts of it

As I lie in this garden of false prophecy, I kiss my wounds with salty lips...For you have left me here, forgotten, alone...and I scream ( Read more... )

What if I could go to sleep for days, would you count the hours? Or would your restlessness consume fading memories of me?....if you read this...answer it please

So, its 1:28 and i didn't goto school again today...i still feel like shit...not quite as bad yesterday, but nowhere near good ( Read more... )

So, i didn't goto school today...i still feel like complete shit...i cant talk, and my nose is a waterfall of snot...which has a great image, right?...anywho, I have this odd feeling...I feel like something is changing...it could be good or bad, i don't know...but something is changing...and the only reason its doing this is to harm/help me in some ( Read more... )

well, its 8:14, im sitting here drinking a grape flavored propel water, eating a paradise punch go-gurt, and feeling like shit...im sick as hell, and it sucks...last nite was fun though...me, Taz, and Tawne went to Florence at around 11 and kidnapped Jimmy((still oh so sexy))...we went to Scooters...Cory came out to my car after a while and drank ( Read more... )