Mom brought up an interesting topic tonight. She saw a commercial for a group that helps you get your settlement/inheritance money early. We had a group discussion by which McElroy listened in. We talked about how I could clean up all the debt around us when David got the bright idea of investing the remaining money in the stock market. I didn't ( Read more... )

I have pretty much lost all hope tonight but I will stay here and try to make myself learn to love and trust again. I don't know how long that will take. I may post more later, but for now I must eat and get ready for work. Take care everyone.

I talked to my mom about everything that's been happening tonight. She thinks it is time to give up. He won't grow up until he is forced to. Plus he's still doing bullshit that we've argued about for months. I can't do it anymore. The only thing keeping me from leaving right now is the fact I still care and I don't want to be alone. I'm tired of ( Read more... )

A hundred days have made me older ( Read more... )

Well hopefully tomorrow will bring good luck for us all. I'm going to the bank to see if I can get a loan to pay off my debts and get us a new place ( Read more... )

Oh hell yeah...drunk with my roommate and having a great time! This is the life...as I try to type this out correctly, please pardon my spelling. Fuck I can think, I'm not drunk enough yet. Shit. Ok ok, I'm laughing at myself so I know I'm really really buzzed. I can actually type what I'm thinking so I know I'm not drunk....but damn close ( Read more... )

"life will bring you up, life will put you down, life will build you up, and then burn you down ( Read more... )

The main reasons I am posting right now are because I told the most reliable guy in my life I would (yes, that's you Tony) and because I am at a loss with my situation ( Read more... )

This has been the first real chance I have had to sit down and post. The past few months have been a rollacoaster ride from hell. It started in December and hasn't calmed down til just now, but it's still a bit rough ( Read more... )

Well...I think I've had one of the most intelligent doctor visit's ever in the history of the world yesterday. *note sarcasm heavier than a Blue Whale ( Read more... )