oh well

[torn_dreams]

i shouldn't have expected anything. because nothing in this world is ever going to be the way i envisioned. what i need to focus on is what i do have, and how less fulfilling life would be if i had what i desired. because honestly, what good is something if you don't have to work for it

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[songskiss]

it is silly and foolish.
BUT I'm ten times as guilty as you are. its hard to understand why the timing never seems to be perfect, but i guess its a part of life trying to accept what's meant to be. Don't be ashamed of be disappointed. Try to acknowledge what you want and why you want it.

Or just shake your fist immaturely at God. Its what I usually end up doing.

[torn_dreams]

haha. well that fist shaking is what i'm trying to avoid here. i just wish i could control the way OTHER people react to me. i plan things out in my head and they NEVER turn out perfectly. it makes me so sad. and that so ridiculous! i'm placing these people on pedastols that belong to God. sigh.

i miss my friend abbie. <3