am i settling for something less than what i always thought i would demand. in giving up tears and angst...i may be giving up passion and butterflies as well
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Maybe you need someone who can bring out the calm and the passion in you. Did he ever bring the passion? Don't let him be lazy because you are a sex goddess and should be treated like one. But don't cheat on him, no one deserves that. You're a fabulous, strong woman--I'm not worried about you.
he did bring out the passion once. we would do it like ten times a day, and it was amazing. i don't know what happened to that. but he's still wonderful, and it might just be because we're familiar with each other now and it's not as exciting and i have really never been to this point in a relationship before. on sunday it will be our one year and the only other person i did that with is zach, and we never had sex...so yeah.
but matt came home the other night with carnations for me....and it was the sweetest (*#@ing thing ever. i want to be with him. him and i have something good, i'm just freaking out a little bit about that.
I agree with abbie - that I'm not worried about you pulling through. Sarah, you KNOW you're desired elsewhere. You KNOW you're one foxy lady, because you constantly tell me about the guys who try to kiss you, and the ones who tell you they wish they hadn't left you because they want to bite your neck again. Matt probably needs a swift kick to the head, because he should want to be just as amazing as you - via motivation, bed, and everything inbetween. and if he's not going to step it up, maybe the trip to chile is going to be a big eye-opener for him. Its actualy fantastic, because you're going to leave, he's going to be waiting for you for 6 whole months, and he's going to get a good view of how it is without Sarah, without any kind of break up. Once he see's how worthless life is without you, he's bound to step it up, everywhere.
and ps... if he proposes to you without asking your father and without taking me ring shopping for you... I WILL KILL HIM. and make him do it over. ha. <3
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he did bring out the passion once. we would do it like ten times a day, and it was amazing. i don't know what happened to that. but he's still wonderful, and it might just be because we're familiar with each other now and it's not as exciting and i have really never been to this point in a relationship before. on sunday it will be our one year and the only other person i did that with is zach, and we never had sex...so yeah.
but matt came home the other night with carnations for me....and it was the sweetest (*#@ing thing ever. i want to be with him. him and i have something good, i'm just freaking out a little bit about that.
thanks abbie, you're great
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and if he's not going to step it up, maybe the trip to chile is going to be a big eye-opener for him. Its actualy fantastic, because you're going to leave, he's going to be waiting for you for 6 whole months, and he's going to get a good view of how it is without Sarah, without any kind of break up. Once he see's how worthless life is without you, he's bound to step it up, everywhere.
and ps...
if he proposes to you without asking your father and without taking me ring shopping for you... I WILL KILL HIM.
and make him do it over.
ha.
<3
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