yooo
i shouldnt have quit sun
im an idiot
i quit to get a job and i STILL dont have a job!! not cool yo....not cool

yesterday i went to the park with some cool kids for a little bitwhich was pretty cool ( Read more... )

somone who was pretty much my second mom to me all my life was just diagnosed with breast cancer. i think i spent more time at her house than i did at my own....

okay everyones like "omg i hate myself" but seriously you all need to get over that, believe me i know how hard it is, i hate myself too but think about it, if you were skinnier you'd have the same friends, the same school , the same tests and teh same problems. you think its gonna fix everything but it wont, seriously, it wont

i love how on one page of a magazine its liek "NICOLE RICHIE IS WASTING AWAY!!!" then on the next page its like "TINE TURNER(or whoever) IS GAING WEIGHT, SHES SO FAT" when it was a picture of a NORMAL girl. they wonder why no one eats, like its a mystery
i hate magazines

i hate when people tell me i'm pretty, it's like they have to tell you that because they dont want you to feel bad about being ugly. i hate it so much, its liek their lying to me right to my face

last night was kind of insane
espically sonia.....i <3 my friends. i'd be soo bored without them

apparentely im the worst child in my family and i dont derserve well, anything.
this is really great, helping my self esteem alot
i hate my family life

ahh i was just thinking about it, i have to wait until november to do winterguard stuff again?!!? wtf, thast like....6 months ahhhh!!!! next year will be more amazing than this year if everything goes as planned.....ahhh i cant wait. idky i quit sunrisers, it was probably the stupidest thing ever, i should just suck it up and do itcuz the work was ( Read more... )

ew i just remembered i hate having both my sisters home. they gang up on me and scream at me all teh time. i cant do anyting with out them judging me. like its ridiculous.....after all tehy did to me when i was younger you'd thikn they'd stop torturing me, but i guess not