I don't...know what to think anymore...
He's not my Syaoran-kun. He's Sakura-chan's Syaoran-kun in the future. But he's...my Syaoran-kun is his clone? So Li-kun is...different but...but he's still Syaoran-kun! He still feels like him...he's Syaoran-kun...but not...
I don't...I don't know...
Why my heart feels like it's breaking...
I want Syaoran-kun...
But I...but I also wanted to stay with Li-kun longer...when we stargazed after the play, that was so nice. I was so happy. Why can't I stop crying? I don't understand...
I don't understand...I want...I want...
I want to help them both....
I'm sorry, everyone...