Why is it that I can't seem to do the workouts I once enjoyed so much? Why am I descending into this pit of hopeless and depression yet again when nothing is there to trigger it? Why do I feel constantly on the verge of tears, when there's no reason to shed them? What is going on inside of me ( Read more... )

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First of all...my mom's a freak. She called me last night to see if I needed the car tonight to get my tat finished (which it's not getting done this week...again -grumble-). About halfway through the convo she drops a bomb ( Read more... )

I actually got out my swimsuit and went over to the pool for a bit tonight. The water felt good, but the rowdy teenagers got on my nerves quickly so I didn't stay long. Still, I think I'm going to try to do that more often.

It's day off at Chez Sandra and I managed to get a lot accomplished actually. Walked down to the bank for a deposit, then hopped the bus up to the library to pick up some new books. I love my metaphysical books, but sometimes my brain just screams for some fiction! Got home and set myself upon scrubbing the house from top to bottom, did laundry ( Read more... )

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There's only us
There's only this
FORGET REGRET
All life is yours to miss
No other road
No other way
No day but today....

Obviously I just finished watching Rent heh. Such a great movie..it really does leave you with a sense of purpose and hope.

I think I'm going to go to the bank and library now.  I need to get my lazy ass out of my robe and ( Read more... )

Hardest part of the week is over with. Tomorrow I'm off, then I just work lunch on Thursday and Friday, then I'm off again on Saturday. Woot! Plan for tomorrow is to SLEEP, do housework and get to the library at some point. Thursday night I'm hoping to get my tattoo finished. Friday, Mom wants to catch a movie or something. Saturday is ( Read more... )

Ok, so I made a new journal just to update on progress with my routine. I'll try to update it at least once a day...this way I won't bore all of you who just don't care about my diet LOL. For those who want to read, it's
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I've been thinking about creating a new blog just to input my diet/workout logs for view. It would make me accountable to someone other than just myself..and might aid others who are working on their weight. Anyone interested in reading this?