if only i had a time machine...
to re-do that small and meaningless conversation
--in which i found out.
and then i only be left with my ignorance.
happy.

and i don't know why i typed samurai because i doubt they were ever even think of hiring a causcasian girl.

i totally meant UMAMI.

+++ MY NEW HOSTESS JOB AT UMAMI ( Read more... )

FUCK.
LIKE WHAT THE FUCK IS HAPPENING?
GOD HATES ME, SOMEONE UP THERE HATES ME
STOP, LIKE JUST FUCKING LEAVE ME ALONE.
my own shoulders are wet with tears.
whoever the fuck came up with the concept of knees, it sucks, you suck, fuck you.

YES ( Read more... )

do yourself a favor:

and go apple picking
with your best friends.

it was the best time i've had in awhile.

apples, apples, apples.
they are tasty.
tasty, tasty, tasty.
apples!

i love fall. i love you.

i miss being blonde.

why did i have to buy permadent hair color?
my decisions are usually temporary.

so yeah.
i'm grounded for the weekend, at least.
i've never been grounded before.

um, please call me.
i need to talk to you.
you, yes, you.

i love surprises.

yesterday was a good day.

to everyone who has heard something recently:
you don't have to whisper behind my back,
i'd rather you just confront me directly.
i'm not going to lie to you.

so there i was, taking my road test and ( Read more... )