ummm BLAH!!!!

[tornpaperwrists]

I am so emotionally drained right now. So much shit went down yesterday. I tried to write a blog, but the words just couldnt come. I'll give you a bit of a back story. This new years it'll be 4 years since my mom has stopped smoking. I am so proud of her, its just beyond words. My Dad quit 4 years ago too and of course started smoking after a year

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[idratherbeinluv]

im sorry honey, my mom is a huge smoker too. shes always said that she would quit but its getting so bad now. its gross, and i know shes hurting herself. i would honestly go retarded without my mom, she does everything for me. its sad that im still afraid to do so much on my own but shes my mom, i depend on her for everything. if she wasnt here.. i dont even know.

im so sorry amanda, i hope he quits. life is so much more important than a relaxing break every now and then.

ps- did you want to come to the babyshower? if you do, send me your address so i can get your an invitation. lisa & i would really love to see you!

[if_i__could]

Amanda i have some much to say.

i know where you are coming from.

i also lost my grandma to throut(sp?) cancer.

It bugs me when parents can be so hypcritcal about things like drugs and drinking. they taught us not to do it. and look they are off killing them. i feel sometimes that i should punish my parents. but i do love them. soo basically i think even if your dad is smoking you should support him. Not his smoking. but dont turn him out. cause that just hurts them more and stress him more. believe me.

i dont know if i helped. but yeah

love ya.

[if_i__could]

i ment so much hahah