the golden fuckup and livejournal: reunion tour

Sep 21, 2005 05:26

yes i'm writing in this goddamn thing but don't get used to it ( Read more... )

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her_only_sin September 21 2005, 10:46:16 UTC
Please tell me you didn't pierce your lip with a safety pin like *someone else* did...

Anyway, I'm not going to sit here and lecture you how bad cocaine is. You are entitled to fuck up your life however you want. But you also screw everyone else's lives while doing it. I should know, my mom did that shit for years and she's a big fuck-up and no one wants her around. Maybe people don't want you staying in their houses because you're a burden to them. And now that you're doing drugs, no one except for drug addicts are going to let you stay with them.

But whatever, I'm sure you already heard this crap before. I just don't think I want to be friends with someone who does hardcore drugs and obviously doesn't care about herself and can't expect anyone else to care for her either.

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tornuppaperdoll September 22 2005, 01:12:11 UTC
no i pierced my lip with a coring needle... and coke is really not a hardcore drug... its not addictive to me... i haven't done it in a month..

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her_only_sin September 22 2005, 01:33:56 UTC
Maybe it isn't, but acid is.

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tornuppaperdoll September 23 2005, 04:01:05 UTC
acid is a tripping drug... its not something that becomes habitual... when i think of hardcore drug its herion or crack babe...

its okay to want to enjoy life while i can right? i'm only here so long

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hippie_darling September 21 2005, 16:28:00 UTC
alexis i miss you. and im so far away and i didnt even know what had happened to you...

please be careful

<3 Raina

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tornuppaperdoll September 22 2005, 01:09:33 UTC
i will

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rotandy_the_red September 21 2005, 18:40:11 UTC
that is not really how we broke up. missing you seemed futile becuase i immediatly realized you didn't care.It is not lke you would have ever been forced to leave my house. IT really hurts that i spent so much time with, and then you leave me for alchohal and drinking, that really hurts.i hope you are happy now ruining you life. That is what everyone says when they start coke. and it seems like everything you do this like this post is a cry for help. i was with you to begin with becuase i thought you had dreams and ambitions, but i find yet another example of what drugs and alchohal do to people close to me. you are in control alexis nad always were but you always tend to relinquish that control to stupidity. from a third persons perspective and a freinds you should really consider changing you outlook on things alexis. your better than all this stupid shit you sound like your proud about. and pealse tell you fathers family to stop iming me, before i tell him your doign coke, whitch is what i should do so he keeps you with him

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tornuppaperdoll September 22 2005, 01:07:41 UTC
first of all my father cant find me and thats the point...

i did miss you and care about you and i made a stupid mistake... but w/e

theres nothing we can do now about it... i'm with someone and i'm happy

i am in control and i'm not and example of what drugs do to you....

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rotandy_the_red September 22 2005, 05:48:37 UTC
alexis have you even read your own post... just becuase you admit problems doesn't make them go away! you sound like your ignoring your problems or that your almost proud of them. I said nothing about us, i am just scared for you, and i am not gonna lie to your dad, that is somthing that i am not gonna deal with that you have to

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tornuppaperdoll September 23 2005, 03:58:33 UTC
no i havent read it.... i just wrote it... in all reality i don't remember anything i said... frankly i don't give a fuck... i'm so pissed of with everyone thinking i have problems... i don't.... i enjoy my life....

your only alive for a short period of time so why not spend your time enjoying things...
party and get shitfaced....

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anonymous September 22 2005, 18:59:28 UTC
hi alexis so you know i know how it feels to have no where to go ive been there but i live with my fiancee im worried that perhaps the choices your seem to be making arent the best but unlike everyone else im not gonna preach i miss you and lots of love from me i sincerly hope that you will be happy sooner or later i know you may say your happy but you truly are not happy drugs wont erase the pain fo good theyll only make them seem to go away but they never will and the same with alcohol but lots of luck and keep in touch.

love jen wilcox

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tornuppaperdoll September 23 2005, 03:53:04 UTC
THERE IS NO FUCKING PAIN GODDAMMIT AND IM FUCKING SOBER RIGHT NOW>>>

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